my safe haven

MAGIC CUPCAKES

2011-12-01T03:59:00.000-08:00

WOW!!!! It's been exactly 8 months since I've blogged but I have exciting new people. I was going through a bit of depression yesterday due to a bad things occurring one after another but I'm alright now. Well I've decided to make my baking passion come true. I will be opening an ONLINE BAKERY soon and here's a sneak peak at what it's gonna like like.

Basically it's not like any bakery where you choose your cupcakes or cakes and the cream and decorations are picked for you. Over here at Magic Cupcakes..you create your own magical cupcake from the cupcake to the frosting to the toppings to the size!!! Isn't that simply magical!!!!

Here's a sneak preview of the menu

Step 1) Choose a cupcake

Vanilla
Chocolate
Strawberry
Lemon
Red Velvet
Apple
*Gingerbread
*Oreo
*Chocolate eggnog

Step 2) Choose your frosting

Buttercream (Vanilla, Chocolate, *Peppermint, *Vanilla rum)
Cream Cheese (Vanilla, Chocolate, *Orange, Lemon, Strawberry)
Chocolate Ganache ( Dark, White, *Peppermint)
*Cookies & Cream Frosting
*Bailey's Frosting

Step 3) List the number

* Flavours marked with * are Deluxe items while those unmarked are Classic

Prices

2 Classic = $3
1 Classic 1 Deluxe = $3.50
2 Deluxe = $4

In addition to cupcakes I will be selling Banana Butterscotch muffins, Chocolate Lavender tart, Key Lime Pie and Lemon Meringue Pie.
The prices are as follows:

4" = $8
8" = $14
10" = $18
12" = $20
14" = $24

UPCOMING WEBSITE: www.magicupcakes.blogspot.com

with all my heart and soul..

2011-03-24T05:35:00.000-07:00

Three Words, Two Hearts, One Kiss
by Billy Gilman Lyrics

For a straight A student who knows so much
You don't know nothin' bout love
Well you and me make history
There's no two hearts like us
Well go on, pretend, you can't figure it out
Well if there's any doubt

Let me spell it out for you honey
You don't want to miss
The perfect combination of
Three words, two hearts, one kiss
Three words, two hearts, one kiss

I know where I'm supposed to be
A heartbeats right on time
I don't know why you're holding back
But you're the first in line
We better catch this train waiting on the tracks
Cause it might not come back

Let me spell it out for you honey
You don't want to miss
The perfect combination of
Three words, two hearts, one kiss

Three words, that's it, I love you
Two hearts that beat as one

Oh let me spell it out for you honey
You don't want to miss
The perfect combination of
Three words, two hearts, one kiss

The perfect combination of
Three words, two hearts

Three words, two hearts, one kiss

with all my heart and soul

2011-03-24T05:23:00.001-07:00

Back to my social life..im really looking forward to the end of school in about 6 weeks. WHen the hols come, I have lotsa projects awaiting me and I absolutely can't wait. I will also be going to Tioman for 5D4N with my family in June. In July, it will be 2 weeks in Colorado, USA with my sch peeps for studay trip. Since the lovely Jaz, Suz and Debs will be in Boston for summer intensive programme. I will join them after for a Party in the USA..never thought miley cyrus would come in handy..haha!! Anyway I'm so so so looking forward to that.

2 months hiatus

2011-01-22T02:55:00.000-08:00

WOW!!! I've been gone for 2 months and so so so much has happened.

Firstly, school has begun and I guess it's going alright..i only have 2 practical classes and the rest are theory based so I'm piled with loads of assignments which I actually enjoy because researching more about dance is really interesting as supposed to just physically doing it. I also get to take more cross electives which are absoultey fun.

Secondly, my family from perth came down to singapore for the holidays which was awesome because I spent loads of time with them. I treasured every single moment. Seeing them reminded me of how much fun we used to have when we were kids. They are all young and don't remember much but I do, being the oldest. It's sad that my cousins don't even remember me taking care of them, feeing them, playing with them and so much more. Anywhooos on the bright side, we got a chance to hang out and just talk about regular teenage stuff.

Oh gosh! I can't believe i'll be turning 21 this year. I still feel 18!!! I kinda wanna hold a party for my 21st birthday but I have no idea what to do. Gotta start planning soon i guess.

Thirdly, AFT has definitely brought laughter to my life. All the parties, jokes, hard work has been nothing but honest fun. Peter Pan: Revamped is just 2 months away and I can't wait cos we have been working on it for SO LONG!!! In addition to that, some of us will be performing in Chapters of Love which is a Valentine's Day drama for the Children's Cancer Foundation. I love the script and my role. All this will end in March but I know that there are more adventures to come. Simply love you all :)

Till next time, adios amigoes

HP7

2010-11-22T04:41:00.000-08:00

Today was awesome because my mom, bro and i didn't have work so mom decided that all of us should go to town as a treat.

Firstly, we took a cab to Plaza Singapura and immediately went to the 7th floor aka Golden Village. We bought our tickets to Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows in digital which means better sound and visual quality. I was rather surprised as the tickets were the same price as the normal screening. In addition, we only purchased the tickets 3 hours before the movie, in town and yet we had seats 2nd row from the back!!! Whoohoooo!!!

After that we had delicious laksa and chilli crab toast from Toast Box for lunch. Tim had 2 bowls!! Then we decided to step into Daiso for 5mins and I found myself a skii hat. YAY!! Mommy bought 180 Christmas presents for her music students and tons of red rugs enough to last a life time for the kitchen!! Next, we headed to John Little to buy "essential stuff" such as stocking up makeup and other facial products. HAHAHA!!! Tim was not anywhere near us but outside waiting for us girls..naturally!

Anywhoos we were tired and had about half an hour to kill so we decided to have tea at High Society Cafe. We ordered iced lemon tea, marble cheese cake and a bowl of hearty curry pumpkin soup. It was nice to have tea in the middle of the shopping centre with the sunlight beating down.

Soon after, we headed for the movie which was awesome!! For those of you who have not caught the movie, you simply have to..it has taken this family novel/movie to a whole new level. I was gripping my chair the whole time because of the level of suspense, action, laughter and tears. I can't wait to watch part 2 and find out the result of the battle because...

neither can live while the other survives...

2010-11-11T18:34:00.000-08:00

since pictures speak louder than words...

in no particular order

2010-09-27T20:02:00.000-07:00

woke up on last monday thinking it would be a regular day. went to chong pang to do some errands and grab some lunch..then headed to northpoint to buy my grandma's birthday gift aka korean show. I'm glad she really appreciates the gift. I'm also gonna begin driving soon and hopefully with my part-time job I can save up for so many things that I have planned for. I shan't say them here as some of them are private.

On the bright side, dancing for YOG wasn't so bad after all, there was a point in time that I really wanted to pull out because I felt it was useless and organisation was really really bad but it all paid off. I received complimentary tickes to Universal Studios and a $10 food voucher. 100 tickets were issued to 70 of us so I got a chance to take more than 1 hence I took 3 for mommy timothy and myself :D I've been to Resorts World before and it looks completely amazing because it feels like you're in Gold Coast or something when in actual fact you're just in an island off sunny Singapore. Well Universal Studios was completely stunning. It was fillled with exhilirating rides, good food and most of all amazing structures. It was indeed an awesome trip that I will never ever forget. Mummy Roller Coasters for the win :D

Played frisbee twice with AFT..thought I would totally suck but I guess I didn't do that badly. At least I caught the frisbee a couple of times and ran like crazy. I'm glad there's running involved cos at least my stamina will increase..

Weight Loss here I come :D

farewell for saras

2010-09-06T07:11:00.000-07:00

I can't believe it's here already. 8th september seemed so far away..although i don't know you well i will miss seeing you around, talking to you about what's new be it movies, fashion, food but most of all your company especially in a big group. well i guess it's 1 girl down..like we don't have enough girls already -.-....all the more reason to recruit more girls. oh wells. i hope your first year at college goes well, don't think toooo much bout the future, just concentrate on your foundation girl. can't wait for you to come back next year or sooner..gotta update me bout life in London. wheeee!!!

ALL THE BEST SARAS :)

i love you too chubby!!

2010-09-04T21:37:00.000-07:00

When I found you
I found myself
I found someone
Like no one else

When I found you
I found my heart
I found it struck
By Cupid's dart

When I found you
I found pure bliss
I found heaven
Deep in your kiss

When I found you
I found my soul
I found your love
That made me whole

When I found you
I found my dreams
I found out what
Love really means

When I found you
I found a lot
I found true love
With the name 'Pork Chops'

open mic night

2010-08-22T00:43:00.000-07:00

YAY!!! Biggest thanks to Roch for helping me with my new blog skin. I simply love Love LOVE IT!!!

Open Mic Night was awesome yesterday. There was a range of performances from fun to heartfelt to entertaining and genres from pop to rnb to rock. What a talented bunch of friends I have. Kudos to Sameer and Henry as well for an awesome job at emcee-ing. Well I really needed yesterday as it has been rough for me the past few days. Thanks for cheering me up in your own different ways guys :) I can't wait for later as the gang and I will be heading down to Mediacorp for the live recording of OMG aka One Moment of Glory. Well well i don't really feel like typing much now.

I LOVE YOU :)

2010-08-15T02:39:00.000-07:00

much much has happened in 3 weeks. good bad happy and sad. im glad things turned out well and will continue that way :)

I can't wait for rehearsals this sat..it's been awhile since I've been there and full out too. Open Mic night is gonna be interesting too..absolutely can't wait for everyone to perform.

Till then adios amigoes

series of unfortunate events

2010-08-05T19:03:00.000-07:00

To add to my misery of chronic pain and what not, a series of unfortunate events occurred to me.

Firstly, I had major high fever which knocked me out for 12 hours..12 HOURS!!!
Secondly, as most of you should know by now..I won a pair of tickets to and a SingFest (3rd Aug)meet & greet session with Katy Perry. It was the most awesome thing ever because the line up for that day was Katy Perry, Tokio Hotel, Wonder Girls, Orianthi and the Like. However however however I didn't receive the news in time..I was some 24hours late due to a series of unfortunate events. Well to begin with, I never thought I would win it because the dateline for the competition was 27th July 23:59 whereas I registered for the competition on 28th July around 2pm. Under the term & conditions, it said that any late entries will not be entertained. When I was registering for the competition and filling up contact details, I was asked to choose to meet the artist of my choice...after much dilemma I chose the one and only KATY PERRY!!! Once again, under the t&c, it said that if the artist of my choice is not available, they would have a substitute. Hence when I won both tix and katy perry, I was stunned beyond words and literally rooted to my spot. AXN emailed my winnings last friday at 4pm but I didn't read my email on friday as I was at yog rehearsal the whole day. Saturday was spent at Peter Pan rehearsals followed by Alicia and Brendan's 20th bbq and Sunday was spent with Saras and Colin at the CC having dance practice. My whole weekend was completely burned. So anyway I received 5 missed calls from an unknown number on Monday..if it were a spam or survey nobody would call back 5 times in a day. Hence I thought it was a really important person and I tried calling back but to no avail as the line was always busy or I got cut off or worse..put on hold and never being entertained for a long period of time. RAHS! I was supposed to return to them by 2pm to give them details of my guest and they were to give me details on the concert. Oh wells, I only read the mail on Wednesday morning so yeah..cried like a baby..
On a brighter note, the dance performance on sunday is drawing near and I'm really excited as I think we have come a long way..long long way to go to perfection but we are doing well. we just really really need to practice practice practice :D Accompanied Prabs and Colin for their interviews yesterday and while waiting, I found a skirt which I really loved and it so so so suited the theme of our dance item. I was so psyched I just had to get it..I can imagine the whole ensemble of my costume, can't wait for the rest of the team to see it :) Well I bet all of us would look great together as well..the guys are gonna look goofy and the girls cutesy but who cares we all look good. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! I can't wait for dance :D :D

surreal night

2010-08-01T19:59:00.000-07:00

For the past few months, I have been feeling major chest pains whenever I wake up..it is impossible for me to stretch because the center of my chest just hurts so bad. I thought it was a muscle pull but it's the bone that hurts..I went to the doctor and the first time, the doctor said she didn't know what was wrong with me. She said it's nothing serious and I should just take painkillers. Of course! I wasn't going to accept that, I'm not gonna take medication to cure my pain temporarily. I want to cure the problem! Hence I visited another doctor and he told me that my chest tissue and cartilage and something were all inflammed..there's some medical term for it but I can't remember what it's called. To my greatest surprise, the doctor gave me the same medication as the previous doctor. I didn't even know how to react man..like how can he have figured what was wrong with me and give me the same damn medication. ARGH!!! Total waste of my money..well at least I know what's wrong with me I guess.

2 days ago, I was completely relieved and happy that YOG rehearsal was cancelled. All of us have been rehearsing and heading down to the floating platform every other weekday and weekend and we're all exhausted. I have also been missing a lot of Peter Pan rehearsals because of YOG rehearsals hence I headed down to the CC..I met jaz and we did some catching up. Rehearsals ended early so we just hng around loner..I was so hungry already so I bought ananas for lunch..awesome yummy food :D :D The boys went over to Saras's place to hang out while Naathan, Saras, James, Henry, Kanitha and myself went home as so i thought. Everybody went to Aston's for lunch while Kanitha and I went back..met Prabs and went back to Sembawang shopping centre for awhile and then went back to yishun. Gosh! I remember taking the 980bus 3 times in that 1 hour. Anyway..they went to game while I went back to rest for awhile before meeting jaz for Brendan's bbq. Around 7.30, I met kc and jaz at yishun mrt and we drove down to sembawang for the bbg. The fire took a damn long time to start thanks to the wonderful charcoal but all in all it was a great night spent. We had loads of food such as fried rice, sausages, crab sticks, otah, sambal stingway, chicken wings, chips, marshmallows and last of all the drinks :) I was completely stuffed by the end of the night I swear. The best part of it all wasn't the food but the company..it was a mini IJ reunion as Ali invited some of her friends too..we were exchanging loads of stories when we were in IJ and the life after IJ and just so much more..it was so damn entertaining and fun. Thanks for that wonderful night girls :D

Yesterday was a mentally exhausting day cos Saras, Colin and I met up at the CC for dance practice. Naathan and Prabs tagged along as they were bored at home and love us so much they just had to see our lovely faces. Anyway dance practice was good cos we came up with costume ideas, how to start and end the dance and we have an element of surprise in the dance :) we also came up with new choreography and formations..only 10 more eights to go and we are done....then it's polish Polish POLISH!!! We have exactly 6 days to go so it's really stressful and scary but I'm sure we'll be able to pull it off. GO TEAM!! Oh crap..we still haven't figured out our team name yet..ahhhh!!! ideas anybody?!?!?!

This was never the way I planned
Not my intention I got so brave, drink in hand
Lost my discretion
It's not what I'm used to
Just wanna try u on
I'm curious for you
Caught my attention

I kissed a girl and I liked it
The taste of her cherry chapstick
I kissed a girl just to try it
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it
It felt so wrong It felt so right
Don't mean I'm in love tonight
I kissed a girl and I liked it I liked it

travel mania in Singapore

2010-07-27T06:23:00.001-07:00

I was so excited to go for ballet class but lo and behold traffic had to await me. The bus journey from Dhoby Ghaut station to Bukit Timah shopping centre usually takes about 45mins but today it took 2 HOURS!!! Just the bus journey alone took that long, if I include walking and waiting time, that would have amounted to 2 and a half hours. AHHHH!!!! I have never taken so long to travel around Singapore all my life. This was simply ridiculous. I left school at 5.15pm and reached bukit timah shopping centre at 7.45pm so I couldn't go for class cos by the time I changed, tied my hair and entered the studio, I would only be left with 15mins of class!!! No dance teacher would ever let a student in after 5 mins what more an hour. Sighs..anywhoos I still had to stay in the 171 which would take me back to Yishun. I can't believe this means it would have taken me 3 and a half hours instead of an hour to go from Dhoby Ghaut to Yishun. To add to all the drama, my phone died on me so I had no way of contacting the dance station, mommy, prabs, jaz or mel!!!! I felt so naked but thankfully I had my laptop with me and I decided to start blogging. I was browsing through old photos and videos and I found a poem which a friend wrote to me a long time ago and this is how it goes...

There is a girl whose name is nicole
The sight of her makes me warm like a freshly baked swiss roll

She dances like a princess
which sometimes makes other girls depress

She always has this smile that makes her look like miss smiley
but truly
that makes her lovely

I think i'm a complete fool
because i look like one of those poor dogs that always drool

She makes u go ooh la la
but hey i'm just a fella
and it is normal for me to go bananas

She lively and bright like a sun flower
and makes all your darkness run for cover

If there were a way i would make her mine
till the end of time

For God had a reason for her to be born
so that i will get to know a beautiful person before i was gone

And i thank the Lord all the way
without knowing her i would have lost my way.

Mhmmmms. That definitely brought a smile to my face. Well thanks for that my dearest friend and i hope you've found your bright shining star :)

Oh gosh! It's 9.30pm now and I'm finally home, in the comfort of my own bed..

back to school

2010-07-25T22:07:00.000-07:00

Gee whizz! Much has happened since I last blogged. Firstly, school has begun and it was a lot tougher than I expected it to be. My body was aching extremely especially my legs. Sleep was also another issue..oh wait..rewind..16th July at 6pm...

I headed over to my dearest Mel's house to get ready for Serena's mafia 21st birthday bash. Mel and I were super girly getting our outfits put together, make up done right and hair brushed to perfection. Mel looked smashing in her black cosette, high slit skirt, boots, gloves and to top it all off..a whip!! yes people you read me right.. a whip! Well it's mel and knowing her, she treats costume parties very seriously HAHA. Anyway we met jaz at amk and cabbed down to Serena's chalet. Food was great, booze was awesome but the company was the best. Loads of hilarious nonsense happened but basically we all went back the next morning some at 7 and the rest at 10 plus. hurhurs! I headed home, washed up and headed back out to the marina bay floating platform for YOG rehearsal from 1pm to 9pm which was darn tiring but good. I was so exhausted that instead of having lunch and dinner, I took that time to sleep hahaha. Well I met new friends and one I would never forget is Nicole who stands in front of me..she also shares lots of friends in common with me and we also share a lot of common traits :D

18th July (Sunday)

With only a few hours of sleep and a heavy head, I headed to the CC by 10am for dance practice which turned out to be only Saras and myself. Colin did the most unthinkable thing which shocked me nvm it's over. Anywhooos Saras and I managed to choreograph 2 out of 4 mins of the dance. kudos girl!! :D we left at 2pm and had lunch at the kopitiam at sun plaza with Yoga and Naathan. Chicken rice for the win! Prabs and Mohnish joined us soon after at NUS to build sets for Peter Pan musical. It was hard hard hard work but fun indeed. After a long night, Mohnish, Prabs and myself headed home while the rest went to dhoby ghaut to game. hard core baby hard core!!

The first week of school was rough for me as I was aching a lot...not only did i have to get back the routine of dancing a minimum of 3 hours a day but I was taking extra dance classes outside school. In addition, I was lacking proper sleep and I'm the kinda girl that needs her 8 hours if not I won't be able to function. Nonetheless, I feel and felt good bout school but it was just overwhelming that's all. I miss dance and I will and always love it :D

Speaking of dance, AFT will be having 2 upcoming dance performances. Saras said that soundwave needs a break as there have been too many performances and people are getting exhausted or parents aren't too happy bout it. Anyway I'm happy as I finally get to perform with them and we're doing a hip hop dance item. We seperately found music which we thought would be nice and coincidentally Saras, Yoga and myself picked the SAME SONG!! hahahahahaha. Dance practice with Saras, Colin, Kanitha and KC have been awesome so far and I look forward to more practices with them. We can do it my fellow manequins :D :D

24th July (Saturday)

Woke up early on a Saturday morning but instead of going to the CC for Peter Pan rehearsals, I headed to the marina bay floating platform for YOG rehearsals. Rehearsal was tiring and almost all of us were sunburnt thanks to the scorching sun. I met new friends such as Fim, Brian, Freddie, Sabrina, Janice, Jordan and Anas who was part of AFT. It's nice meeting people who are also dancers as we share the same passion and there's simply too much to be shared. Anas was entertaining me about how much he misses AFT and Cinderella hahahahaha...got to know stuff I never knew. LOL! Anywhoos, after rehearsal I headed back to Yishun for Naathan's bbq. Once again, I met new friends but didn't really spend much time with them. I guess more can be read on Naathan's blog hurhurs. We left at 7am the next morning and went to the coffeeshop for breakfast. The ultimate discovery of the day for Prabs, Mohnish, Yoga and Ravin. PAPER PRATA!! Went home, had my shower and slept for about 2 hours then met my dad and bro at vivo city for lunch at marche as it was his birthday. I miss daddy to a certain extent..life is different without him but definitely not bad...just different. I love and miss you daddy *hugs* Lunch was awesome as we stuffed our faces with potatoes, chicken wings, sausages, rosti with salmon, rack of lamb, beer, lemon lime& bitters, strawberry lemonade, crepes with fruits and walnut maple ice cream and strawberry triffle. Oh my word! we were extremely stuffed man..soon after I met Jazreel for a very brief period to visit her as she shaved her head for the children's cancer foundation. She looked real good and I think she looks better without hair than with hair :D Dad, Tim and I then headed to the helix bridge and marina bay sands to walk around and explore the place. It was hot hot hot but fun. I felt that there were too many boutiques and no restaurants at all..well maybe it's because it's still under construction. There were simply just too many high end shops and the cheapest boutique was Charles & Keith!! Sheesh Lewis!!

26th July (Monday)

I went to the Eurasian Association for dance practice with Lanette as we will be doing a short segment on the Skinny Chef. Kim will be filming the last episode of the Skinny Chef on wednesday. Prabs accompanied me for rehearsal..Lanette entertained us about stuff we shouldn't have known but it was nice to know. HAHAHAHA!!! Anyway we went to Cineleisure for lunch/dinner then caught the Crazies. I swear such movies should only be watched at home because the story line was stupid -.- the show was basically just violent for the sake of being violent and even so it wasn't as bad as other horror films that I've seen. Nonetheless, Prabs and I had heart attacks whilst watching the movie and I was grabbing onto her hand for dear life..hurhurs!! After the movie, we sat at scape and shared stories which was nice. I feel that in every friendship, the day or moment both parties are ready to open up and share intimate details of their lives, it's the most beautiful thing and lovely thing of a friendship.

eu te amo prubby chabs :D

oh! this is what Lanette was talking about..enjoy..heh!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7V9-y0QWSGY&feature=player_embedded

it's been a long time gone..

2010-07-08T18:06:00.000-07:00

It's been slightly over a month since i last updated my blog and certain people are bugging me to update and threatening to remove me from bookmarks so yeah here goes my life story.... -.-

Well simply too much has happened over the past one month but basically it has been good. It's bitter sweet that school is starting already cos I know the pressure's definitely on but at the same time I miss my classmates, juniors and most of all seniors!!! Well it's gonna be my time to graduate..yes graduate..I can't believe time's flying so fast. Anyway as I was saying..I can't wait to see the new freshies as well..Will they be better than me? Just as good? Worse? Only God knows!

On the bright side, holidays have been awesome!! Spending time with AFT has really been the ultimate social activity this hols :D suppers with the gang to movies and late night chats with prabs to talking nonsense with naathan to talking dance with colin to hail the almighty gandalf to meeting new and old members of AFT. I won't go into detail of out several outings as it would be crazy long but I'm truly thankful for everyone of you. awwwwww *sobs sobs*

I haven't gone for friday night sessions in church for the longest time ever. The longest thus far was when i was away in australia for a few months but even then I had reason to not be in church. I don't know..it's just been awkward, weird and most of all sad whenever I go down and see them all enjoy themselves and wonder why me Lord why me?! Well everything has its reasons and for mine I guess if such a thing didn't happen, I wouldn't have known my dearest AFT *ponders and recalls all retarded random ridiculous moments*

Oh! I will be performing at the opening ceremony for YOG and for you people out there who still have no clue what they mean...shame on you..go find out yourself :P Anyway rehearsals have been crazy not in terms of timing but it terms of the speed the rehearsal was conducted. I mean we learnt a 10min dance in 3 hours..3 HOURS!!! who does that man?!?! Anywhoooos I love rehearsals, love the O school instructors and most of all the enthusiasm of the dancers :D OH OH!! and of course the music we're dancing to :) I simply can't wait for the next 4 weeks as we will be having rehearsals at the marina bay floating platform so we get to see the various performances, performers and floats from ALL OVER THE WORLD!!! exciting much..

well well hope this update has been satisfying for the people who have been bugging me *ahem ahem* till next time ter um grande dia pela frente

AFT!!! YEAH...

2010-05-16T07:57:00.001-07:00

Saras: AFT!!!
Everyone: YEAH...

This is what I listened to the whole of saturday just to get everyone's attention. Well my weekend was really tiring but awesome i must say. Peter pan rehearsals started at 10 but instead of doing acting followed by choreo there was a switch in the line up hence we put on our dancing shoes first. "Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious...um diddle diddle diddle um diddle ay...um diddle diddle diddle um diddle ay!!!" Well i'm sure you know what we danced to..yes..we were practicing how to articulate our facial expressions. The whole experience was really fun and i know everybody enjoyed it especially the musicians. SISTER GANG!! :D After that we had lunch break which was super retarded. I shall not mention much here as I have a reputation to maintain yes? haha. Soon after we broke up to our groups to do our acting scenes then presented it to the entire group to receive comments. I absolutely loved the red indian scene..it was so so so cute and funny. Then rehearsals were over but the fun had only just begun. Mus and I were really hungry so I had my 2nd lunch while he had his 1st..hurhurs!! Don't underestimate me people..so anyway we headed over to coffee bean and chillaxing with him was nice. After our hearty meal it was back to jelutung to hang out and boy did people go crazy. I was just lying on the stage enjoying my knee and hand massage by the lovely prabs hahaha while some ppl were attempting crazy stunts and K pop dance moves. The only normal thing going around was mus and prabs singing which was really good :) Left at 5.30 to meet the rest at sembawang and yishun mrt to head to occ for shine awards rehearsal. I was the unofficial photographer and videographer..I should get paid in the future yo. Anyway the songs shine and rehab were great choices. Shine was just inspirational and touching while rehab was upbeat and entertaining. During the 3 hours that we were there much happened but to save people's reputation including my own I shall not mention much here. All I can say is that Naathan's "secret" has been revealed :D Cleared out at 10pm and headed what we thought was home. Most of the guys, prabs and myself headed to the park at yishun central to chill. Colin prabs and I were "star gazing" while lying on the ropes at the playground. It just made me all the more sleepy for some strange reason. At around midnight, we all headed our separate ways and I crashed immediately when my head met with the pillow. hurhurhurs.

Sunday sunday sunday. Woke up from slumber at 8 to go for 10.15 mass with my bro..the 2 of us were simply yawning throughout the entire mass. I don't know what he was up to but I definitely had reason to be exhausted. After mass, we met mummy at 1pm at Jurong Point for lunch at the scrumptious New York, New York. We ordered 3 bowls of cream or mushroom soup, 2 plates of Chicken Mushroom with Mozarella cheese steak, a salmon sandwich aka tortia, a basket of breaded mushrooms and 2 summer cuddle slushies. The spread was just mouth watering and the service crew were really friendly too. I don't know how the crew in Glee can afford to waste hundreds or cups throwing their slushies at each other..slushies are just the most awesome thing ever. It's not equivalent to our big gulp at 7 Eleven ya know..Tim didn't complete his steak but I did so...with my belly stickin out and belt loosened 2 inches we window shopped around Jurong Point. Headed home by 5 and as usual I was facebooking the night away..all I can conclude is AFT is mad mad crazy on facebook. Ever since I added them on facebook, I can easily have 70 plus notifications in a day or 2. HONESTLY!!! Well it's all good though cos their comments bring laughter to my life and they care a lot for each other (: Guess what! One would think that New York, New York is good enough but lo and behold...we had dinner. yes folks..dinner!! It was off to the coffeeshop at 9pm for zhi cha as it was the only stall available on a sunday night. Rice, vegetable soup, sambal spinach, yam basket and claypot chicken was what greeted us that very evening. Once again, it was a hearty meal but I didn't eat much..my tummy just couldn't contain it all. Headed home and facebooked again as I was just too hyper which is ironic as I should be tired..I guess I was just too tired that you get high..does it make sense?!?! So anyway prabs gave me 2 missed calls to entertain me..called her back and woke her up so we started chatting for 3 hours and the nonsense gradually increased as the lameness increased as the exhaustion increased. At the end of the conversation, I gathered that prabs is really whiney when she's cranky and sounds like a little girl. She calls me porky which is short for pork chops as she says i eat way to much and i'm fat -.- SO..I called her blub blub which is short for blubber. HAHAHAHA!!!!

Well well well. Monday is here and last night's conversation is still a blur to me as I woke up with a headache. HAHA! kidding prabs. I can't wait for 4.30pm...SURVIVOR FINALE!!! I want nobody to win cos all my favourites are outta the game. Colby Donaldson was a huge disappointment in this season. What happened to the all-star from the Outback?!?! I guess we'll find out during the reunion show when Jeff Probst probes for the truth..AHAHAHAHA!!!!

post 111

2010-05-13T03:17:00.001-07:00

It's my 111th post and it's also such a lovely day.

Woke up this morning and the boil in my eye has disappeared..phew! Then i played the piano for 2 hours..my fingers were initially weak but it felt stronger after that and now i'm typing faster than ever..HAHAHA!! Well decided to rest for awhile so i played tai ti with a few friends online and only won 1 game cos the speed they play at is mega mega fast!! At around 2, I left the house to watch The Last Song with Prabs. I didn't have any expectations of the movie but cried several times during the movie. It related so so so closely to my personal life it felt as if it was playing my life story especially Miley Cyrus. For all those who haven't caught the movie yet..you so should..and bring tissue too! haha. Going for Ascension Day mass later but before I leave I wanna leave a couple of videos for you guys to watch.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBxpcdfTZ3M

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lmb-xX-Gr5A
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lI9X89flglA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vG9xa8W3VpQ
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qb1wlfDh34I

movie mania

2010-05-08T19:46:00.000-07:00

Life has been going well accept for the fact that I was down with the cough, flu and fever.

I caught 3 movies..Kick Ass, Bounty Hunter and the Backup Plan. I thought Kick Ass was the best and Bounty Hunter was the worst not that it wasn't good I mean I love Gerard Butler and Jennifer Aniston but the storyline was average and the movie was not worth watching in the cinema. Kick Ass rated 5 stars for me because of the effects, acting and humour. Though there were gory scenes, humour was still inserted and I definitely enjoyed it.

Attended Peter Pan rehearsal yesterday and was surprise to see Jazreel. It has been an uber long time since the 3 of us attended rehearsals TOGETHER!!! Well we received the final cut for the script and I simply love it. It flows so much better and each character was edited to suit our personal characters which we can relate to.

Last but not least, wishing all mums a...
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!

Clean & Clear

2010-05-02T18:05:00.000-07:00

I know if said this a million times but it's really important to Jazreel and I..

Hey Family and Friends,

My best friend Jazreel and I will be participating in the Clean & Clear Best friends Top Model Competition. Clean & Clear is looking for new faces to be their ambassadors for 1 year and this means a lot to the both of us as we are strong advocates of Clean & Clear. Please vote for us fervently as....we started the competition ONE MONTH LATE AND ONLY HAVE A MONTH LEFT! Dateline is on 31st May 2010. You are entitled to 1 VOTE PER DAY. Do vote at least once out of the five times you visit your facebook everyday haha. Please spread the word around to family and friends. Thanks for the love.

http://apps.facebook.com/cleanclearsingapore/profile/

With love,
Nicole & Jazreel

she's back

2010-05-02T17:48:00.000-07:00

Jimmini Cricket! It's been ages and I'm back! well well updates on my life..i've applied for a million jobs and nobody has gotten back to me. I can only depend and pray for the last job I applied for. It's my favourite of them all and hopefully I'll get it. Maybe it's meant to be that I didn't get the rest of the jobs so that I would be able to get this one..but let's not get our hopes up to high.
Peter Pan rehearsals have been awesome. I've learnt much about my role and new friendships were made. Naathan, Saras, Prabha, Serena, Thana, Yoga, Sameer, Kanitha, Kanages, Henry, Cheryl, Sha, Mus, Shawn, "Bob Azli", Prateepan, Sathim. You guys are simply crazy and fun to hang out with on and off set. Oh! Jaz Mel and myself are no longer just mermaids. Due to the lack of cast, we have to double role as pirates too since they do not have a clashing role. well it all started when half of us came for rehearsal that day so I was assisting mus and sha while they were reading their lines. I was their pirates and saras felt i did a good job. whoohooo 3 cheers for nikki (: but i must say if she thought i was good, wait till jaz and mel come..they can play mean character a thousand million percent better than i do especially mel. oh my oh my..!!! Enough of that, i wouldn't wanna ruin any surprises.

Jazreel, Melissa and myself will be heading to Phuket from the 29th of May till 3rd June for a chillax and girls week out. the 2 of them need it more than I do..jaz before uni commences and after her job which is hell...mel as school has been stressful as always. I can't wait for Phuket though..it will bring back memories of the past for me. I went there in dec 2008 with my family and we literally had the time of our lives. Because we were in huge groups, we jet-skied everyday for an extremely reasonable price. Snorkeled everyday to different islands as well! (: (:

Alrighty..my bro needs the com so gotta go.

Adios my Amigos

mermaids of never never land

2010-02-07T01:27:00.000-08:00

This is for my lovely mermaids of the ocean of Never Neverland..we shall kill wendy kill wendy and drown her and drown her (opera style)...hahahahaha!!!

Anyway just came back from mass and debrief for the cast and crew of Peter Pan: Revamped. The production is gonna be really exciting and I can't wait for rehearsals to commence. Oh gosh but girls..if you look at the mermaids costumes..it's just sea shells for the top so i guess mus was right jaz..we have to use double-sided tape!! hahahaha. Furthermore darling Andrea here told the costume designer "we are fine with anything..we are very open people" *ahem ahem*

Chingay rehearsals for the past few months have been awesome as well..I can't believe it's just 2 weeks away..I'm so excited to perform with the Eurasian Association, CHIJ St Teresa's Convent and SJI International. Everyone has simply been great and fun to work with. I also recently found out that 4 of my schoolmates are involved in the parade as well. It's gonna be a really great experience for all of us especially since we're in the dance/performing arts industry. Well I'm gonna head back to my assignments.. adios amigas!

2010-02-01T18:17:00.001-08:00

YO!!! THIS IS FOR YOU JASMINE NEUBRONNER!!! HAHAHA...

Anyway I haven't been blogging cos of simply many reasons:

1) nothing interesting going on in my life
2) too tired to blog
3) too much things to do that blogging is last on my list of things to do

Well it's been 4 weeks of school and this semester didn't start out right cos of personal problems hence causing me to fall sick but today is gonna be the last. I'm just gonna give him time to heal and I hope he comes back. I know what I did was terrible and it was the worst thing I could ever do but I really hope he comes back cos I've never loved anyone so much before.

BTW Jas, I'm not referring to your cousin, either one, so don't get ideas..hahahaha!!!

birthday treats

2009-12-08T01:27:00.000-08:00

Sleepover at PGP was awesome!!! PGP= Prince George's Park Residence at NUS. It was eat sleep drink talk glee repeat. Although it was only 2 days and 1 night I really did enjoy myself with them. On Sunday evening, I went for dinner at Seoul Garden with my family. The food was amazing and I was stuffed to the brim. My cousin Bryan and I were sharing past experiences of steamboat buffet and it was hilarious. My brother Tim and Bryan always target the meat and seafood especially the meat. ZOMG! BOYS! HAHAHA!!! Supposed to meet Leslie for a drinking session at Flaming Mangoes but he couldn't make it so we decided to catch a movie the next day. We watched Couples Retreat which was hilarious. I simply loved the movie especially the retreat concept and the venue of the place. I suppose it's somewhere in the Carribean or Maldives or Hawaiian island. It was simply breath-taking and stunning. If such a retreat exists in a place like this, I would go there with my future husband (:

Thanks to Mommy Timothy Kong Kong PoPo Aunty Estelle Bryan Uncle Anthony Uncle Eric and Aunty Pearlie for going to Seoul Garden (: Thanks to everyone who wished me via facebook and sms as well (:

November to December

2009-12-03T16:47:00.000-08:00

It's been a week and much has certainly happened. I simply love birthdays and how coincidental is it that my 2 best friends' birthdays and mine all fall within the same month..well almost they are both november babies and I'm a december baby but we were all born in the same hospital and same year! Well coming back to birthdays, I've never planned a surprise birthday and I was about to pull it off on Jazreel Wong. The Queen of surprises. Did I succeed?!

Monday

I woke up this morning feeling absolutely great. I went to Aunty Irene's place for vocals and today's session was more of a morale session..she was encouraging me to be more expressive and emote more song more. She also related it to dance like how movements tell a story but at the same time facial expression plays a part. After vocals, I took the train from toa payoh to boon lay (jurong point) which was a "good" 1 hour 15 mins! Headed to icing room to buy and design Jazreel's cake. I left jurong point at 11.50am and decided to take a direct bus to Ngee Ann Poly instead of train followed by bus. Unknowingly that was the better option. Reached Ngee Ann Poly at about 12.45pm and met Shan Yao, Deborah and Suzanne at the atrium. Apparently Debs followed my loud voice..ha ha ha -.- Anyway we walked over to the convention centre, lit the candles. I walked over to the benches where she was and covered her eyes from the back. Meanwhile Suz and Debs were walking over with the cake..funniest thing Jaz was screaming "WTF! DEBORAH TAH!" Everyone was chuckling under their breath. Lo and behold, I let go of Jaz eyes and we all sang Happy Birthday and when Jaz saw me, she screamed which is so unlike the tom-boy I know..hahaha. After cutting the cake and chit chatting, Jaz Debs Suz Shan and myself drove to modesto's at Elizabeth Hotel. Jaz, Shan and myself shared 3 pizzas ( mushroom, salmon and meat) Suz had lasagne and Debs had this pasta thing which I can't remember but it was so awesome. We were all stuffed after that but it was around 4 plus so Debs and Shan went off while Jaz Suz and I walked around paragon and ion orchard. Crazy girls were urgent for the toilet but insisted on climbing all the way up for the nice toilets..I was practically bursting in my shorts but I guessed it paid off as the toilet was truly charming (: After much window shopping, Jaz left to novena to meet her family for dinner so Suz and I went to Taka's Orange Julius for coke float and browsing at the grocery shop. The wine selection was divine..yum yum yum! We decided to leave as I met my mom and brother for dinner to celebrate my birthday in advance and my brother's farewell to Sabah for Outward Bound Camp. Dinner was at Estons and food was good especially the wagyu..AMAZING!!! Went shopping and we bought lotsa movies as they were having a clearance sale. I bought Step Up 2, Make it Happen, John Tucker must die, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, The fast and the Furious Tokyo Drift, The Hottie and the Nottie. After a long and wonderful day, home sweet home it was.

Tuesday

Stayed at home today and watched all the movies..yes ALL!! They were all good..no particular favourites nor rating in any order HAHA.

Wednesday

Continued watching some of the movies today like Harry Potter and Step Up. Around 3.30pm, I got ready for Ballet Class at Palais dance studio. Ballet was fun but it just proved I have much to catch up on in terms of technique and placement. After class, I met Uncle Luke at the void deck and had a good chat. Went home for dinner and Singapore Idol. I hope that Singapore would vote Tabitha and Sylvia to the finals as I think they are both truly deserving. In terms of winning the Singapore Idol title, I have seriously no clue who's gonna win as I think they are both amazing.

Thursday

Vocal class was different today as I sang into the michrophone. It's so different and weird to hear my own voice but I'm sure I'll get used to it. Aunty Irene also gave me a gift for my birthday and that was the minus 1 track of "The Climb" by Miley Cyrus. The lyrics are meaningful and i feel the song has a great tune to it too. Once again, I relaxed at home and watched tv the whole day.

Friday

Sleepover till sunday at Mel's hostel to celebrate all 3 of our birthdays. I can't wait as I know it'll be crazy Crazy CRAZY!!! Mommy is simply amazing..she gave me a pair of flower earrings, a top, bucks for my sleepover with the girls, dinner at Seoul Garden, Lunch at Manhanttan Fish Market, massage and intends to give more!! The earrings are simply stunning as they are so me and the 2 piece top is not really me but somehow I managed to pull it off and now it's one of my favourite tops HAHA! aiyoh mommy..it truly is more than enough. Updates when I return home.

Hasta LaVista Amigoes (:

filming at vanessa's

2009-11-24T02:45:00.000-08:00

Monday

I went to Aunty Irene's house in the morning for vocals. It was my first ever class and I did learn much..I also have loads to work on. Cabbed to Vanessa's place after that to act for her project. Met her friends Nat and Vera who were nice people. The film was about a girl seeing a cute guy in her estate and he notices her too. One day he notices her and waves at her she waves back but trips and falls then he says in this super high pitched voice "are you alright" and she gives him an OMG face. The weather was threatening to rain so we tried to hurry but we ended up filming in the rain but thank goodness it was the last scene. I was lying on the road and super wet. After filming, we all went back to Vanessa's place to chill while she editted her work. I also decided to mix Lady Gaga's Just Dance and Black Eyed Pea's I gotta feeling for the EA's New Year's Party. Now all I need to worry about is the choreography while Vanessa works her sexy magic at mixing the songs (: Around 7 plus Vanessa, Vera, Gus and I headed over to Modesto's which is an traditional Italian wood-fired pizzas and home-made pasta restaurant in Orchard. Met 2 of their other friends Denise and Darius there as well. Since Vaness had a 50% voucher we whaked the menu big time. We had mushroom and seafood soup, 3 pizzas (mushroom, spinach and bacon) and 3 desserts ( brownie with vanilla ice cream, strawberry ice cream with crepe and tiramisu). Dinner was simply splendid. I am thinking of having dinner there with my mom and brother next Monday to celebrate my birthday in advance since my brother will be going to Sabah from the 1st to 10th december. It woupld also be great if Jazreel could join us if she's available as it is her actual birthday. Furthermore Vanessa has an extra voucher for next Monday. Superb!

long weekend and shaker fries

2009-11-23T01:41:00.000-08:00

Friday

Today was DeLaSalle's year end concert and it was a chorale exchange with the Ramdis Singers. I mentioned about them in my previous post. The performance was great but if the sound system were much much better, the performance would have been even better. After the performance, there was a buffet dinner which was delicious. We had fried rice, cereal prawns, fried chicken wings, fish with mayo, oyster sauce with vegetables, tofu and fruits. I was super satisfied. After dinner, there was much left overs hence those who stayed behind packed the food. muahahahahahaha!!! My bro was a pro at that (:

Saturday

Woke up early this morning and met Ms Tan at my void deck to view the children's dance which I choreographed. The dance was not what I expected but nontheless those kids did a good job. Following that I had lunch at home then headed to the EA for dance practice. Practice was good as I remembered all my steps for Chingay. Then we refreshed the Portugese folk dance while Lanette and Vanessa taught the Portugese dance to the Portugese people who will be taking over our place at the Chingay pre-performance. They were pretty good for the first timers (: Practice ended around 4 plus then Humphrey, Lanette, Melissa and I went to People's Park Complex for dinner. Melissa and I practically walked the entire level as we couldn't decided what to eat..after much thought we decided to buy chicken rice which was the stall right behind us! OMG! HAHAHA! The Concenciao's company was truly enjoyable. I was supposed to go home get ready and head down to Vanda's 21st party but I was really too exhausted so I just stayed home and rest.

Sunday

Went for 10.15 mass at OLSS and Father Luke Fong was celebrating it. His homily was really inspiring for me today. Went to the church canteen for lunch thereafter and headed home. I wanted to watch 2012 with my brother but he already watched it online the day before. It was a blessing in disguise as Melissa called me around 2.15 to meet her in town. I met her at the starbucks at Wheelock place ad chilled till 9 plus at night. We caught up on so much stuff and also met her friend Silas. It's settled. Jazreel, Melissa and I will be celebrating out 19th birthday on the 5th and 6th december by staying over at Mel's reidence at NUS. We intend to go shopping, swimming, eating, talking and of course booze booze booze (: (:

class outing

2009-11-19T17:36:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a bitter-sweet day for me but at least the day culminated well. Watched Revolutionary Road, Catch Me If You Can and High School Musical 3. The first 2 were awesome awesome movies starring the one and only Leonardo DiCarprio. HSM 3 was random since I was bored and had 2 hours to kill haha. After my mini movie marathon I left for school around 3 plus for teacher-student conference. It was raining the whole day and it was freezing so it felt like I was in Australia rather than Singapore due to the cold wind haha. The conference was super depressing and the teachers had much to say. On a lighter note, Cheng Pin, Rachel and I headed to Bugis to get Rachel's duck neck then Iluma for yoghurt which was yummy. Around 6.30 we made our way down to Novena to meet the classmates for steamboat. We went to this place called Spicy Lady which has super super cheap steamboat buffet at only 15 bucks!! We whacked the food like nobody's business as we were all starving especially Sze Wei who had dance rehearsal earlier on in the day. Towards the end of the dinner Ria wasn't feeling well due to bad combination of super super spicy soup, cold drinks, tight waist belt and eating super fast. Poor girl was in a bad state so Cynthia accompanied her home. Soon after Wen Yee joined us and we went to an ice cream parlour called Udders for desert. Amazing scrumptious ice cream with a great range. I had baileys&bonour and snickers mars honeycomb vanilla ice cream. That double scoop was so satisfying and reasonable. Throughout steamboat and desert we were simply talking about more or less the same but oh most scandalous topic that shan't be said here..HAHAHA!! Kat joined us shortly after..really missed that woman as we've had a couple of phone conversations but never met face to face for months!! Sze Wei, Rachel, Cheng Pin and Debrah went for drinks there after but the rest of us were tired so we went home. I would have gone for drinks cos it's been awhile since i've partied and drank hahaha. Soon soon with my girls Jaz and Mel.

Thanks to Sze Wei, Cheng Pin, Rachel, Debrah, Cynthia, Ria, Wen Yee, Kat for making my day enjoyable and Special Thanks to Sze Wei for organising this class outing. Ban Zhang!!! hahaha (:

100th post

2009-11-18T00:59:00.000-08:00

IT'S POST 100!!! (: (:

Well the past few days have been rather fruitful..I went down to Meredian primary school with my mom to watch her conduct and instruct the choir. It was really nice seeing mom at work as I have never seen her handle do this before. YAY MUMMY!!! I must say she did an awesome job! There were preparing for their year-end concert on friday and I think they are prepared (:

After that I cabbed down to the EA for Chingay practice and I was the only one for turned up so Lanette and I just went through the routine twice then headed to Quentin's for dinner. Her treat! (: Had a good conversation with her then went over to her place..nice and cosy crib..I could easily fall asleep on that comfy couch man. Got a chance to take a look at the christmas decor and the girls rooms haha i bet they'll freak out when they find out I went in. Melissa's was the neatest since she's away in Melbourne hurhurhurs. The rooms were decorated really well too especially Melissa's doodling on the walls..what doodling woman..it's called amazing design art!!! Can you do my room too?!?! HAHAHAHA!!!

Mom and I headed to DeLasalle primary today for choir practice as their year-end concert is also thie Friday. They are doing a collaboration with the Ramdis Choir who are a group of 20 primary schooloers from Phillippines. The Ramdis singers are simply superb with their angelic yet powerful voices and sharp and neat choreography. Love those kids because I am positive that aside from talent a lot of hard work was put into it. I also fround it very humble of them as despite their amazing talent they did not and do not want to put their videos on Youtube as they say they are not good enough!! ZOMG!!! I'm so gonna upload videos of them on Youtube hahahaha but seriously you guys should check them out. Lovely bunch of kids (:

Holidays

2009-11-16T19:26:00.000-08:00

YAY!!! Exams are over and the hols have finally arrived. Exams were terrible but nothing can be done now except through prayers. Hols have been awesome so far...

1. Met up with Jazreel for girlfriend therapy ( sharing, gossip, manicure/pedicure, dinner)

2. Manhattan Fish Market dinner with mom and tim ( mushroom soup, peach tea, ceasar salad and seafood platter for threewas delicious except it was all deep fried so we felt guilty after that haha)

3. Chingay dance practice with Eurasiana dancers..really missed that bunch loads. Combined rehearsals with SJI International kids and CHIJ St Theresa's Convent girls were also great. Not bad for first practice but i'm sure our group will do well. Samba the night away ladies and lads (:

Things to look forward to:

1. Dance classes

2. Girlfriend therapy with Jazreel and Melissa

3. Lunch with Ms Tan

4. Movies

5. Flamming Mangoes with Leslie on our birthday

6. Cousins from Perth coming over to Singapore

7. Christmas and New Year's

to my prettiest friend

2009-11-05T06:19:00.000-08:00

This was a dedication from a dear friend of mine and I thought of sharing it with you guys. It's called "to my prettiest friend" by Jason Miraz.
Hope yall enjoy it (:

To my prettiest friend:

This is what I look like today
And I'm trying not to pull out my hair
I'm trying not to show it 'cause I'm far too shy to grow it back there
That's probably why I like wearing hats
There's no denying I'm deferring the facts
Avoiding confrontation
Lacks tact in a situation
Behind every line is a lesson yet to learn

But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overwhelming
And oh, it goes to show
I've so much to know

I wrote this for my prettiest friend
Who while trying not to prove that I care
Trying not to make all my moves in one motion and scare her away
Well she can't see she's making me crazy now
I don't believe she knows she's amazing how
She has me holding my breathe
So I'd never guess that I'm a none such unsuitable, suited for her

But if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is complimentery
And oh, it goes to show
The moral of the story is boy loves girl
And so on the way that it unfolds is yet to be told

I know that I should be brave
Even pretty can be seen by the blind
I know that I cannot wait
Until the day we finally learn how to find each other
Redefining open minds

And if you ask me
The feeling that I'm feeling is overjoyed
And it's golden, it goes to show then
The ending of this song should be left alone
And so on 'cause the way it unfolds is yet to be told

2009-10-20T12:22:00.000-07:00

Kiss and Tell

One man's happiness is another man's sorrow

Maurice was right after all..weirdest but coolest thing I've ever done..hahahahahaha!!!!

2009-10-17T01:31:00.000-07:00

YAY!!! I finally had my 10 hours of good sleep. It has been a super long week..let's start with tuesday..

MONDAY
Compo didn't go well at all today. Cried like mad during and after class...nobody except Sze Wei comforted me so I guess I really was that terrible. Oh wells...life goes on..

TUESDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY DAISY!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHER JJ!!!
After school today, Yeh Yeh Mama Tim and I had dinner at the Ritz Carlton to celebrate my grandfather's birthday. It awas an international buffet and the food was amazing. Huge spread of food and deserts and even more awesome company. (:

WEDNESDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEH YEH!!!
After school today, I immediately rushed home and did my work especially compo and teaching. Only managed to sleep at 1am as there was simply so much to do. Well i guess it was because i caught singapore idol before that haha..i think this season has really strong singers..the arts hub is indeed becoming more vibrant and the publi is finally appreciating the various present and upcoming artists around (:

THURSDAY/FRIDAY
Dance appreciation was average as usual with Jamal asking us plenty of questions to set us thinking. He's more of the critical thinking kinda teacher which is what I like but not really want cos everybody's just so tired and we rather the teacher give us input rather than we facilitate the learning hurhurs. Then it was compo which was a super short class today as we just showed our pictures of sculptures to Jamal then danced whatever we have thought of and that was it!!! Class was only an hour so after that everyboday ate or slept or did their own thing till rehearsal came. Since Laura couldn't come, Pam took over rehearsal which was super slack so it ended at 6.30pm...waited for Darren to end his rehearsal then we went to amk hub for dinner with my Mel (: We had New York New York which was good and guess what!! were at the table next to us..that was pure coincidence hahahaha!!! Headed home around 10.40pm then Amanda and Chi then Maurice called and wanted to hang out so he came over and we talked till 5 in the morning!! We were both hungry so we walked over to macs for breakfast but they didn't allow us to dine in so we had breakfast under my block. Hot cakes never tasted so good as I was hungry and having breakfast at 5 in the morning under block was kinda exciting so yeah..hahahahaha..cheap thrill (: Maurice left at 7 as he had work and I had school but lucky bastard got a call that it was cancelled so he slept. After school, went home intending to sleep but Maurice woke up not too long ago and was super bored so I decided to head out for lunch/dinner with him as our last meal was hot cakes possibly 11 hours ago hurhurs. Had the most awesomest beef hor fun at a tiny but cosy restaurant in chinatown. Then he met his friend Connie for fish head curry at apollo in little india so he gave me a lift to school. Met Darren and had macs with him..the koko krunch mcflurry is to die for (: soon after I headed back to school for jazz. Jazz was tiring but rejuventing..I like the new routine Lionel choreographed for us. Really sexy stuff yo..haha. Headed home and crashed for a good 10hours (:

SATURDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARION!!!
Headed to the EA for dance practice at 11.30am...I finally caught and remember the steps so practice was ultra enjoyable today. Went home..surfed the net and gonna take a nap now. Sweet dreams amigoes (:

FAME

2009-10-11T02:59:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY

It's the last stretch for all of us at NAFA. 4 more weeks of school which means studying, assignments, presentations, rehearsals, performances!! busy Busy BUSY!! Went out with Darren de-stress before this crazy mania begins. Met him at 2 at ps..had lunch at the foodcourt and ate my favourite ayam panggang (: following that we walked around the cathay and found a few cool shops. Around 4.30 we headed to the cinema to watch Fame. The storyline was really choppy as they crashed audition day to graduation day in 2 hours!!! As performing arts students, Darren and I were like what the..they only showed the performing aspect of us students..they missed out academics! Well at least they should the conflict that arts students face with parents and yada yada. The music, singing, dancing and acting was awesome but I felt the storyline was still choppy. After that we went to ps to grab a bite then craved for ice cream so we walked back to the cathay for ben&jerry's hahaha. Ice cream was amazing as usual and the company was good too. Went home around 9. Crazy me still felt hungry so I had dinner which was not little! Then had grapes and loads of snacks which mummy bought. Joanne and Aunty Christie came over for awhile and we were all snacking together hahaha. Don't know what time they left cos I was exhausted and slept at 11pm.

SUNDAY

Woke up this morning and went for mass with Eugene and Daffy. Following that I met up with PJ and Christlight leaders for scripture rosary. This was in preparation for the upcoming confirmation camp. Emilio brought up the idea of having a mass fast every wednesday during lunch time as a form of prayer for the confirmants. I thought it was a great idea (: Then I had lunch at northpoint with the churchies. Had a hearty meal of laksa then went home. Studied and I guess I shall get back to my books.

The Ugly Truth

2009-09-27T02:33:00.000-07:00

YAY! Caught The Ugly Truth with Nicholas..it's super hilarious and entertaining..all you guys and girls out there must watch it. Girls..it's sad that we're never gonna get a guy. Uncle Jerry even said "boys only turn to men after marriage" sighs.

On a brighter note, it's Chels' birthday today but we're gonna celebrate it this coming saturday at ps cafe which is at dempsey road (: Leslie and I will be celebrating our birthday at Flamming Mangoes..yes i know it's 2 months away but still..we're excited as it's been almost a year since we both went there and we're looking forward to the good food and beer..especially the beer. Hoegarden all the way for me!!! (:

2009-09-24T00:46:00.000-07:00

Sick yet agin..sighs..extended my mc by one day but i'll get better soon. Nicholas accompanied me for lunch then the doc. It sucks cos I've been sick at least once a month since July. In July, it was a seriously bad case of cough, flu, fever. In August, the worse case of food poisoning I have ever had. And now in September, it's flu and sore throat which is somewhat a contimuation of July's sickness but much less severe.

Sighs..oh wells oh a brighter note..I've already watched I Love You, Beth Cooper with my lovely Jazreel and Melissa. It was super funny and entertaining..kept clinging on to Jaz haahaha. I also caught The Proposal with Nicholas. Another hilarious movie that everyone must watch..especially if you're a Sandra Bullock fan..not everyday you get to see her play the villain. LOL! I have yet to catch The Ugly Truth and Fame..Fame is a definite must watch yo!!

the climb

2009-09-21T03:35:00.000-07:00

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

you know i will always love you...

Selemat Hari Raya Adilfitri

2009-09-21T03:28:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ADILFITRI!!!

Went to church for feast day breakfast/lunch followed by sunday session with project j. Upset about some stuff but what the heck..as Marcus would say..if they really cared they would have called but now just f**k it. hurhurs. Had meeting till 3pm then headed home and got ready for visiting dewi's family. Reached kallang station at 6.45 and didn't know what bus to take so i thought of taking the cab but i waited for so long and nothing so Maurice gave me a lift at 7.30! saved me tired legs boy..haha. Had good food and company especially watching dewi's sister's wedding videos..i wanted to cry man. It was nice seeing the Concenciao family, Vanessa and June although I just saw them yesterday..hahaha. Around 9 plus, we all bidded our farewells..good long chat with maurice then headed home by 11 (:

2009-08-29T07:45:00.000-07:00

I'M MISSING YOU BADLY ALL OF A SUDDEN.

THE FEELING'S GETTING STRONGER DAY BY DAY.

SCARES ME THAT' YOU'VE LOST IT ALL A LONG TIME AGO.

2009-08-29T07:39:00.000-07:00

6 weeks down 1 more to go then it's 2 week tutorial break. It's only a term break but it feels like a semester cos i think we all seriously need it including the lecturers. HAHA!!! Well well I'm looking forward to my movie with Jazreel and Melissa and sleepover at Mel's new home..NUS Hall. HAHA!!! It's gonna be awesome cos the 3 of us have been best friends for close to 5 years and we've never had a sleepover..how nice..so yeah..this is gonna be the first and we can't wait. yay yay yay!!!

School Mania

2009-08-17T07:24:00.000-07:00

I'm finally back! I've been busy with school, assignments, rehearsals, outside performances and rehearsals. It's the 5th week of school and we all simply agree that it feels like the 5th month *faints* It's been crazy and it's only the beginning..timetable's gonna be even more hectic as time passes so I'll just appreciate and accept whatever I've got on my plate now hurhurs. 3 more weeks of school till tutorial/practice week. We still have some classes and rehearsals but at least we get a little breather before the term starts again..this time it's major exams. AHHHH!!!! I don't wanna know what semester 2 is gonna be like hahaha. As I said, just appreciate and accept whatever I have for now (:

Weekend Therapy

2009-08-04T23:05:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY

Headed to school in the morning to meet Wen Yee, Rachel and Ria. We were discussing the points for our teaching debate..we did get some work done but girls being girls we ended up talking about loads of stuff and drifted away from work. HAHAHA! Went back home. Rested awhile and headed to Thomson to celebrate Edward's 18th Birthday.People there were Greg, Leslie, Adelyn, Brenda and myself. We had dinner at the Part 1 Cafe which ambience was good and food was good too. Fish and Chips were awesome. Brenda and Adelyn had the kids meal which came with Ribena. HAHAHA!!! Leslie left halfway to club with friends -.- how nice..anyway there was loads of cam whoring with Edward's new bras given by Greg and Bren. Damn damn funny man. Soon after we decided to walk down to ice cube for desert. I had crepes with chocolate fudge, bananas, almonds and cookies and cream ice cream. SHIOKNESS!!! Then headed to amk to send Adelyn and Brenda off. It was only 10 plus so Greg, Edward and I decided to go to the 925 coffeeshop at Yishun Central. Those boys can really eat man I swear..although I was full I still ate cos I couldn't just sit and watch.,.too tempting. So I ordered prawn noodle with pork ribs and finished it all. WTH RIGHT!!!! By that time it was already 1am so we headed our seperate ways...

SUNDAY

Talked to Marcus this morning on the way to mass regarding Carnivore. Never knew that place existed until yesterday and didn't know they had plenty of outlets too HAHA. Well it's an all meat buffet so I thought I'd call him since he loves his meats and his money will definitely be well spent there (: I went to olss for mass and met up with the churchies like leslie, shannon, kenneth and the whole bunch of them. Then I met my mom and tim and we cabbed down to Aunty Bridget, Gavin and Charisa's place for tea. The boys were playing PS3 while the girls were just talking. After awhile I had an afternoon nap on the couch while Charisa was facebooking hahaha. Left at 6 and I cabbed down to the EA for an appreciation dinner while mom and tim met another set of cousins at chomp chomp. Definitely felt like CNY visiting...hahaha. Apprecitaion dinner was awesome...fantastic food and wine by Quentin, great music from dewi and daily fix and awesome company from my fellow dancers (:

MONDAY

School was tiring as usual or it was most prolly the Monday Blues. After school I met Bryan to catch up/go through the questions for the radio show. Basically Bryan is in NP's Mass Comm and one of his modules is Radio Production so he decided to interview me as part of his exam. We met at PS then went to Northpoint's macs for seaweed shaker fries which were awesome (:

TUESDAY

After school, I took the bus to Ngee Ann Poly and had lunch at Makan Place. It has been such a long time since I went to that school. My favouraite Canteen 1 will be demolished but Makan Place is thankfully even more awesome. Great variety of food, Cheap, Huge place with great colour and air-conditioned. LOVE LOVE LOVE IT TO THE MAX! Bumped into Nicole Pereira, Adelyn and her friends then Bryan came along. It was good seeing them again especially Nicole..missed her company in secondary school as her remarks in class were always dry humour. Anyway it's back to radion heatwave.com with me Bryan..hahaha..it all happened so fast. Being the interviewee was super fun but being the Radio Dj is not as easy as people think it to be. There are so much technical work to take note of but it's really really fun. If I injure myself in the future due to dance I will be a radio DJ hahahaha..anyway Bryan was an awesome host to work with as he treated me really well. Made sure I wasn't alone and had enough to eat and drink..constantly buying me food or drinks if I needed them..keeping me company when I was alone. Thanks bryan..it was really fun! (: Around 5 plus, his mom came and gave Bryan and KahMing a lift to Sembawang for their training then sent me back home. Along the way, Bryan's mom bought a special sauce so now I know her secret ingredient for her scrumtious cooking. It's all in the sauce baby..hahaha

Blue Moon

2009-07-23T03:20:00.000-07:00

Once again I'm down with the cough, flu and fever hence I won't be going to school this week. I really hope for a speedy recovery so I can get back to school and catch up with the syllabus. I've been sick for 3 weeks now. Although it's only the first week of school, much has been completed and there's still so much more to come. I'm worried about my assignments..sighs..2nd year is no joke people..!!

As I'm sick, I won't be able to perform this Sunday at Quentin's lunch buffet. On the bright side, my family gets to eat there and enjoy the food, entertainment and most of all I get to watch the dancers this time. HAHAHA!!! It's been awhile since I've watched a dance performance as I"m always the one performing.

Dad's going away to Bangkok tomorrow for 2 weeks. His birthday is on Saturday so once again he is celebrating it there. 2nd consecutive year. Oh wells..going off for dinner now. Mummy's chicken stew!! yum yum (:

School has Begun

2009-07-20T23:35:00.000-07:00

MONDAY

First day of school was tiring but not as bad as I imagined it to be..classes went well except for dance composition. Mr Jamal gave us an assignment which required plenty of procedures and required much time. There's so much to do in so little time..we have to present our choreography to him by thursday..i need prayers!!! Timetable is not as bad as last year. Everyone from year 1 to 3 has technique classes in the morning. After that will be lectures and rehearsal. I only have lectures and rehearsals on mon, wed and thurs so tues and fri are my early days. YAYNESS!!! Well..friday night is different. I signed up for jazz so I have to go back to school from 7.30pm to 9.30pm for jazz with Lionel. I miss it and can't wait to resume (:

TUESDAY

My meeting with kat and nicole was cancelled so i'll be meeting them next tues. I'll also be having lunch with lizee after modern next tues..she was y dance jr in sec school and it's a reunion for us. hahahaha!!! Met tim at yishun mrt then headed to northpoint for lunch..subway it was for us. we ordered a footlong subway club sandwich with the cookies. scrumptious (: went home and worked on my choreo for dance comp..i hope i can do it well.

Harry Potter and the Half=Blood Pronce

2009-07-16T05:22:00.000-07:00

Mom cooked plenty of pots of chicken stew so she gave some to friends and I invited the churchies over but they couldn't make it. Anyhow Crispin came over to my place for lunch and to go through the dance steps with me. I feel much better now and confident for this weekend's performances (Orange Ribbon and Inter-Racial Inter-Religious). Crashing 4 dances in 3 hours was no joke man..everyone else had 1 week while I had 3 hours. BRAIN BLAST!!!

After that, I was inspired to dance more so we watched Michael Flatley's Feet of Flames. AMAZING and SPLENDID (: This year celebrates 10 years of my love for him as I am 19 now and have admired him ever since the age of 9 hahahaha.

By that time it was 3.50pm and I really wanted to watch Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince so caught the 4.15pm movie with Crispin. The movie wasn't that fantastic as much details were missing and did not really connect with the 5th movie. Lotsa puppy love, snogging and definitely many dark dark moments. I must say not many of the familiar characters were in the film such as Longbottom and the rest of the gang, certain Professors, Crab and Goyle and so many more. Draco Malfoy was silent in the film but good..really good actually. Shan't talk much for those who haven't watched it yet but don't expect much in this movie..just watch with an open mind.

Love

2009-07-12T01:10:00.000-07:00

Listen, baby
Ain't no mountain high
Ain't no vally low
Ain't no river wide enough, baby

If you need me, call me
No matter where you are
No matter how far
Just call my name
I'll be there in a hurry
You don't have to worry

'Cause baby,
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you

Remember the day
I set you free
I told you
You could always count on me
From that day on I made a vow
I'll be there when you want me
Some way,some how

'Cause baby,
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you

No wind, no rain

My love is alive
Way down in my heart
Although we are miles apart
If you ever need a helping hand
I'll be there on the double
As fast as I can

Don't you know that
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you

Don't you know that
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enoughy

When you don't fall in love with someone but grow to love someone, that's when it hurts the most

Kite Runner

2009-07-12T00:54:00.000-07:00

KITE RUNNER

Heart warming movie about friendship, brotherhood and most of all Love

I'm down with the flu and it sucks. Definitely most in need of warm lemon tea and movies to keep me entertained.

Transformers

2009-07-08T21:25:00.000-07:00

TRANSFORMERS: REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

Awesome movie and I don't mind watching it again. anybody?!?!

Plenty of movies I still wanna watch..

Ghost of Girlfriend's past
I Love you Man
Ice Age 3
Dance Subaru
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
and much much more..

Can't help it..movie buff here. I can even work as a movie critic. HAHA!

2009-07-01T22:19:00.000-07:00

Through the Grace of GOD

Love will find its way

" Trust and pray go do your best today. Leave it in the hands of the Lord"

Melissa and I met in town for some girl time..we were both sharing about our problems and i think we both helped each other not solve our problems but get our mind of stuff. Headed to mos burger at PS for a quick bite then went on a mini shopping spree. I bought 3 bras (cotton on body), a high waisted skirt (cotton on), mascara (Sasa) and a little brown bag (Alethia's blogshop). After all that shopping, we headed to ang mo kio for chicken rice and more chit chat sessions. Soon after, she met kim to have supper at serangoon gardens while I headed home. No idea how that woman can eat so much la! Well I just wanna give a big shoutout to my ladies for spending time with me and keeping me company. Appreciate al the love, care, concern and assurance. Love you all!!! (:

Eurasiana Rehearsals

2009-06-21T21:23:00.001-07:00

SATURDAY

Headed down to the EA with Crispin as usual..he had meetings of some sort while I went for rehearsal. We learnt the new dance today..the combinations were easier but definitely required much memory work. I was so proud of the girls as we managed to learn the new dance and practice it several times within 2 hours. After rehearsal, Crispin and I went to the Starbucks at One Fullerton for the MYLN usual coffee meeting. Crispin treated me to Caramel Machiato and a ham and cheese sandwich. They had a committee meeting so I sat at another table and waited for them. When I returned, all of us were amused at Chanel's magic tricks. Chanel is from RP and he is simply amazing at his tricks. He was sitting next to me so I was beyond amazing and splendid..I was just left speechless and in awe. I can't wait to attend his magic show for only 5 bucks!!! Soon after, I headed to church for sunset mass with Marcus and family. After mass, we had dinner at the macs coffeeshop. As usual, I was given almost all the food and Marcus was given all the rice. HAHAHAHAHA!!! Following that was back to the Neubronner household to slack. Watched 27 dresses then home sweet home.

SUNDAY

Headed down to the EA for rehearsal again. Ve Ann and I were early so everybody danced for 2 hours whereas we danced for 3 hours. Dancing in heels definitely caused leg aches man..haha yes I know..I'm a sucker in wearing heels. None the less, rehearsal was great and I am confident for the show. Only challenge left is getting used to the aisles at the Esplanade Concert Hall. After rehearsal, headed home and got ready for Father's day dinner. We had dinner at a chinese restaurant near Sembawang Mrt..it's called the Dragon Phoenix. We had shark's fin soup, spring chicken, bamboo clam, beef, garupa, noodles and almond jelly. SCRUM-DE-LI-YUM-CIOUS!!!

BINTAN!

2009-06-19T02:19:00.000-07:00

BINTAN WAS SIMPLY THE BEST!!!

Emerald Class tickets. Volleyball and lunch by the beach. Jazreel and Melissa approach army boys who just POP to play volleyball with us..after all it's 3 of us and 8 of them. The more the merrier..they seemed pretty good too. Boys rejeted cos they were going home but invited us to club with them. We go snorkeling. Come back to beach and 2 of the boys (Zander and Nicholas) invite us to bbq at their villa. They give us a lift on their bugee back to our room. We take our shower, chill and chit chat. Head over to the leisure centre for a game of carrom. Head back to the hotel to buy soft drinks for the guys cos we didn't wanna go empty handed. We meet 2 of the boys (Samuel and Nicholas) and they offer to drive us back to their villa. We reach the villa. everything seems awkward. Samuel, Zander, Alfred, Nicholas and Felix open up to us..talked and watched fighting spiders. The other boys were cooking the food. Soon after the rest of the boys decide to play drinking games as they wanted to finish their drinks before going home the next day. Jazreel, Melissa and I decide to head back to our room to grab the vodka we bought from duty free. After all 3 girls and 1 litre of vodka..sure high! Drinking games began..innocent as can be..then people started to get high..the vodka was gone super fast. Jas aka the singh was the first get high cos he was always targeted. The beers came in and the boys were gone..the dares were more serious and people aka the boys started to get more red and high. The games and dares became worse and worse. By the end of the night, everyone except Alfred, Qian Yu, Jazreel, Melissa and myself were okay. THEb GIRLS WERE BETTER THAN THE BOYS! Oh gosh! we were at their villa till 4 in the morning. Alfred, Qian Yu and Samuel were being gentlemen and they drove us back to the hotel. The next day ALL 11 of us managed to wake up at 7.30am and meet at the hotel lobby by 10am to take the shuttle bus to pasir oleh oleh. Hanged out with them one last time before they left to head back home. After they left, we girls headed to the salon. Jaz and Mel had spa treatment while I had a full mani and pedi. Cabbed back to the hotel. Dinner. Laser Quest. Nintendo Wii (Raving Rabbits and Guitar Hero). Headed back to the room. I slept while they went star gazing. The next day. Packed and had breakfast. Checked out and headed back to pasir oleh oleh. Went to salon for my spa treatment while they went for a full mani and pedi. After my spa, I went to do nail art. We were pampered queens (: Then headed to the shop to do our tattoos. After tattooing we went shopping for souvenirs. Cabbed to the terminal and home sweet home it was.

I miss Bintan, Jazreel, Melissa and honestly..the 3 of us girls miss the 8 boys. We miss all 8 of their company. No doubt were they very cheeky but they were also gentlemen. We also thank them for the company and making our first night a very enjoyable one (:

Jun Jie
Zander
Nicholas
Samuel
Felix
Jas
Qian Yu
Alfred

Kill Bill

2009-06-13T22:02:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

Instead of meeting Ms Tan on Saturday, I met her today..we had lunch at the Botak Jones at my place. We did quite alot of catching up and talked about the dance for the graduation concert. After lunch, I showed her the steps and music and she was pleased. I spent about 4 hours with her haha. Later on in the evening, I headed to church forfriday night session. I felt Jamie's presentation on Corpus Christi was really good. After session, there were updates for upcoming events. We would be going for a hike on Saturday in 2 weeks time from MacRitchie to Pierce Reservoir. The following Sunday would be a lunch gathering then 7 Sundays of sesion and from the 28th to 30th of August is a 3 day-2night retreat to prepare for the youth rally. Talk about exciting yo! Jamie wants me to do a dance for the rally..hurhurs. After session, we headed down to pat's house to hang out. Jim Bean and mixers (: We watched Kill Bill and it was so thrilling..Uma Thurman was so good in her acting. Jamie and I wanna cut a fringe now..haha! After Kill Bill, Jamie cooked Swedish meatballs and bakes potatoes as supper for us. Deliciouso babe! We ate them while watching Kill Bill 2. Marcus said there's Kill Bill 3 and 4 but it's a different cast..along the same plot I should think. HAHA!

SATURDAY

Slept at 4am and woke up at 8am..got ready and cabbed down to EA with Crispin. I had rehearsal while Humphrey and himself were giving a few RJC students a tour and history of the Eurasian community in Singapore. Rehearsal was good today..I finally know all the steps..just gotta work on expression and performance quality now (: Following that, Crispin and I had lunch at Swenses at Parkway Parade. He had Fish and Chips while I had Grilled Fish Sambal. After our main course, he had a Colt Tower while I had Chocolate Crunch for desert. Hearty meal indeed! We walked to the bustop but it took ages to come so we cabbed home and slept all the way until the cab driver made a sudden halt and got ourselves out of our beautiful slumber. Oh wells, it didn't matter cos we were already at Khatib. Took a shower and met Marcus and family for mass. After mass, we went to the coffeeshop opposite church for dinner..duck rice with tau pok, egg and fishball. While walking back to church, Uncle Martin decided to but durians haha. They looked really good and they were cheap so I told mum about it. Soon after, Uncle Martin, Nan and Mary went home while Marcus and I went to the central to get rabbit and dog food. Then we went to the fruit shop opposite church to get durians for my mum. He sent me back and mom and I enjoyed our durians indeed. It was super super nice and I could have eaten more if I weren't full..haha.

SUNDAY

Jaz and Mel at Macs? St Anthony's Feast Day Dinner? That is the question..we have an extra ticket for the feast day dinner so if nobody buys the ticke from us I would be going. If somebody buys the ticket from us, I'll meet Jaz and Mel. The meeting is to discuss whatever we have researched for our holiday. I so can't wait for Tuesday..YEAH!

7th Heaven

2009-06-10T05:33:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was simply awesome. Crispin, Tim, Mom and I cabbed down to Charcos for lunch and had the usual..the 4 of us had a good catch up session and hearty meal. Following that, Crispin treated all of us to ice cream at this ice cream parlour called seventh heaven. It is way way way better than island creamery. 70% of their ice creams contain alcohol so it was strong for me haha. We decided to try one of every flvaour but they ran out of 3 so we took 9 flavours. It was simply scrumptious..definitely will invite project j there when everyone's free. It's a good chill out place however it's really quiet and we're really noisy..haha! Soon after we headed our seperate ways. I met Jazreel to book opur trip and...it's settled. Jazreel, Melissa and I will be going to Bintan. WHOOHOOOO!!! We were so worried we could not get vacancy. We booked the earlier ferry because the later one meant that we would reach at 2pm and we didn't wanna waster half a day so we upgraded our ferry. It's called Emerald class baby. We have to be at Tanah Merah Ferry Place by 7.30 in the morning which means getting up at 6 in the morning..boy oh boy..I haven't woken up that early in a really really long time. It doesn't matter..good time with my babes are all that matter (:

happy 18th cordelia!

2009-06-08T20:24:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY

Tim and I attended evening mass and sat with Uncle Luke and Louis. After mass, Tim and I headed down to the barbeque pit at Crispin and Cordelia's house. We truly had good food and fun. Tim and I were starving so the food tasted even better, we had chicken wings, mushrooms, sausages, beef and chicken satay, fishballs, crab sticks, potatoes and much much more. The chicken wings were the best...they were marinated uber well and tim and I had like 5 wings each. Oh man..we were stuffed to the max! Crispin has a cousin called Marcus who is the same age as my cousin also called Marcus. I think both Marcus' are adorable..looking at Crispin's cousin reminded me of my cousin..recalling the good times we had and how much I miss him. I also recall Marcus saying "Nicole! Don't go! I want Nicole. NO! I don't wanna go.." awwww..how i wish my big dear Marcus would say that to me..hahahaha. Soon after we cut the cake and headed back to the house for WORLD TOUR!!! It was awesome man..I have improved on the guitar and Tim was awesome at the drums..like wow!

MONDAY

Mom and I headed down to the Esplanade to watch a performance at the concourse. It was a vocal performance by ITE( Simei) and they were really good. They performed 10 songs and they were very current with good choreography, control of vocals and performace quality. I truly enjoyed it. Congrads to every single one of you (: After that, I wanted to treat Mom to Haagen Das ice cream since I got my pay but she insisted on paying. We ordered a triple scoop with 2 toppings and it was scrumptious.

TUESDAY

Gonna go off for lunch with Mom, Tim and Crispin in awhile. Then head down to town to meet Jazreel to collect her passport and cash for the trip. If we really can't go to Bintan I hope we can at least go to some island offshore like Tioman or something. HAHA! We'll see how it goes..in the mean time..Melissa darling hurry come back to Singapore. Phillipines can wait for you but Jazreel and I can't :P

I shall culminate the post with SWEET HOME ALABAMA! (only Tim and Cris will get it..)

2009-06-06T18:42:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

YAY!!! Mommy is back from Malacca..she returned on friday night so tim and I had dinner with her, Father JJ, Jennifer and Cristy. It was good catching up with all of them (: We went to Char Grilled for dinner and it is officially..I broke my personal record of having western food for an entire week. Even when I was in Australia for a month I had chinese food at least 4 times a week as Aunty Gen would cook or we would est out at chinese restaurants. After dinner, we all headed back (:

SATURDAY

Woke up super early this morning and cabbed down to dunman food centre with crispin. We intended to have our breakfast there but all the shops were closed so we walked down to katong for laksa and nasi lemak. In addition, I bought kueh kueh..mhmm..yummy yum yum (: We headed back to the EA..had our breakfast there then I went for dance rehearsal whilst Crispin had an event to attend to. Rehearsal was really good today..I felt that all of us managed to learn our steps quickly and coordination has improved much. I can't wait to perform as it would be at the Esplanade Concert Hall. HUGE YALL HUGE!!! Dressing rooms are awesome too. Then Lanette broke out the most awesome news..our makeup would be dine by MAC. Like hello..it's like the most awesome makeup ever..*grins from sea to sea* Later on in the evening, mom tim and I headed for a baptism party at Joanne's house. On the way there, we saw marcus, uncle martin and nan. Love's new hairstyle had rather positive comments from mom, tim, angela and aunty cristy hahaha. Coming back to the baptism, kristin was soooooooo cute. ahhhhhh!!! I had a good time catching up with Angela too..haven't seen her in donkey months ahahaha. Joanne's sister can really play the piano too..loved the repetoire and her style of playing (:

SUNDAY

Well nothing much has been planned out for today except for evening mass at st anthony's with mom, tim and myself followed by Cordelia's bbq. YAY! Can't wait..(:

Chatroom Chix

2009-06-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

It's thursday which means filming is over..i'll miss being on set, the good and bad girls especially the good. They're really nice and friendly people..can't wait to see them on the show haha. Well i'm tired and i'm gonna sleep soon. I miss mummy and marcus.. ):

Lights. Camera. Action!

2009-06-01T18:44:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY

Just Beer was great! It is a nice cosy place to enjoy good company, food and most of all the beer. Dennis simply appreciates beer from all over the world and I can't wait to take marcus there once he's done with his exams. Flaming Mangoos is nearer to home but it's more of a restaurant which offers good beer whereas Just Beer is literally Just Beer..the names says it all doesn't it..haha..and i'm positive love will appreciate that (:

MONDAY

Woke up at 7 today to be at Sentosa by 9..all of us thought it was a dance photoshoot for an aussie dance magazine but it was actually filming for an australian tv series. It's called chatroom chix and they are filming in Australia, Singapore and Germany hence it will also be broadcasted in these 3 countries. I bet it'll be on okto..LOL! Well we were filming under the sweltering hot sun for 8 hours and now i'm tanned and red -.- anyway i'm paid so i don't mind haha. After the director called it a wrap, the dancers headed to vivo city for starbucks and window shopping. Forever 21 has good clothes on sale now..wheeee!!! After that, sze and I headed home as we had a long commute and we were tired..i have no idea how the rest managed to continue shopping man. Strong women..haha.

TUESDAY

Call time is at 2.15pm today so I get to relax in the morning..I wonder which scenes we're gonna shoot today. Mom left for Malacca and I already miss her ):

Awesome weekend..

2009-05-30T19:55:00.000-07:00

I completed my Singapore Arts Scene (Music) module and it has been great so for. I can't believe time flew by so fast..first I was selecting the module then paying for the module then anticipating class to begin then enjoying class while it lasts and now it's all over. I've gotten an A for all my assignments so I'm extremely proud of myself..HAHA!

SATURDAY

Crispin had to head down to the EA for a meeting so his parents offered me a lift to the EA as well. Dance practice was fast today as I didn't come last week..I had to recall the footwork and also learn the arms and skirt movement. Boy was my brain gonna explode..anyway rehearsal still went well. Lanette handed out our upcoming performances and the schedule. It's sad that I won't be able to come for 2 of the performances as I'll be in KL for the Tari festival. After rehearsal, I waited an hour for Crispin then had lunch at Quentin's with him. That boy psychoed me to have a glass of wine with him so we did in the middle of the afternoon! We were alright when we were sitting and talking but when we got up ur heads started spinning..it was mad i tell you..Our drinks were spiked! hahaha. I'm never drinking wine so early ever again! Then he went for another function at the EA while I headed home then went for sunset mass with tim, glen, marcus and his family. Tim and Glen headed off for dinner then pesach whereas I followed Marcus and family to safra to celebrate Louis' sweet sixteen. We had dinner at Eatzi Steakhouse and Bistro..which is exactly like Jack's Place..if I'm not wrong it is Jack's Place! Food was awesome and the company was even more awesome. I like Alethia's pink tube haha..bimbo moment. Louis birthday cake was in the shape of an electric guitar. ROCK ON BABE! haha. After that we all chilled at the Neubronner's house.

SUNDAY

Woke up not too long ago and intend to slack the whole day. Mom, Tim and I will be meeting Uncle Eric and Aunty Pearlie at Just Beer which is a restaurant and pub owned by Dennis and Jac. I can't wait to go there for dinner tonight (:

Mon to Thur
dance photoshoot at sentosa

Tue to Fri
Mom going to Malacca

Esplanade Field Trip

2009-05-26T01:19:00.000-07:00

Tuesday

Mom went for operation this morning..it went well but she feels rather groggy now. She's resting in the hospital and will come home later on in the evening/night. We had a field trip for SAS music today..we went for a tour of the esplanade. It was alright because I got to know more about the theatre and other features but I feel that it could have been more elaborate..I mean we paid $8 for it and I felt it wasn't worth the price..it was maybe worth only 5. Anyway after the tour, Mr Lim treated the whole class to Haagen Das ice cream. Yummy yum yum (: Then Kai Ming, Charlotte, James, Shou Yi, Ren Xin and myself headed to the Hong Kong cafe at Marina Square for lunch. It was a good meal with even better companionship. Since Rem Xin and SHou Yi will be heading to KL to meet Ren Xin's family, The rest of the class decided to go for a short trip to KL as well haha. I may go with them too! (: we'll see how things go..soon after we all headed our seperate ways. I'm doing my assignment to be handed in tomorrow..it's a review on today's field trip and I have much to pen down. I hope I can finish before dinner..I want mommy to come home now. I miss her!

Angels and Demons and Steamboat

2009-05-25T01:16:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY

I met Jazreel today for some girl time..met her at J8 and we had lunch at pastamania. We sat at the same place she and mel first met marcus hahaha. After a good lunch we felt like heading home to sleep but at the same time we wanted to hang out so badly so we tried to keep our eyes open like real real real big while window shopping and then she decided to come up with the brilliant idea of watching a movie. Both of us were like.."really? i bet we'll fall asleep no matter how thrilling the movie is man..hahaha" because we were both running late we headed down to the cathay at amk hub to catch the 2pm show of angels and demons. We got the couple seats haha..it was so comfortable (: My oh my! we were so wrong cos we were so so so awake during and after the movie man..it was such a thriller. I was literally clasping on to her at the "moments"..those who watched it will understand how i feel so yeah..haha. Awesome movie that I wouldn't mind watching again!! After the movie, I met marcus and his family at olss for sunset mass. Then we headed for dinner at the coffeeshop opposite church...went back to marcus' place and hung out will 11pm.

SUNDAY

Woke up this morning around 9 plus which is considered late cos i needed to complete my assignment by like 2.30pm. My assignment was on Cultural Medallion Award recipient Jeremy Monteiro. I think he's simply an amazing guy with much accomplishment which is why i decided to do a write up about him. I finally completed my assignment at around 2pm..got ready and cabbed down to Victoria Concert Hall for a perfomance I had to report on. It was put up by the Singapore Symphony Orchestra. The pieces they played were not as bad as I thought it would be..rather catchy but at times slow but I still managed to stay awake hehe. After the concert I went for steamboat at thomson road with marcus and his family. This was to celebrate his birthday. I thought we all did a good job cos it was a buffet and we ate like there was no tomorrow. Uncle Martin was surprised that I had an appetite cos I usually don't eat so much in front of them but I was really hungry yesterday and it was "eat as much as you want for $21++" so what the heck..i just whack la! hur hur hur hurs.

MONDAY

Went to school for class today and got back last week's assignment..i didn't do so well so this means i gotta ace the next 2 assignments in order to ace this module. This isn't so easy cos the first 3 assignments were reserach-based whereas the next 2 are "watch a concert and go to the esplanade for a tour and write a review" oh well. If i don't get an A i guess B is good but A would be best. Anyway headed home after class..slacked all the way..

There are a couple of movies I wanna watch that are out now such as Night at the Museum 2, Ghost of my girlfriend's past, the Conspiracy, Dancing Subaru and a couple of others which i missed. I guess i'll get the dvd when they come out. haha

2009-05-22T19:03:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

...it was around 2.30am and i received a call from marcus.."hey! i'm home already? so.." and the conversation continued. i thought that was rather sweet of him to call me and tell me he's home and ask me how i was..etc it was actually a very nice conversation despite it being so so early haha

Attended class in the morning and Mr Lim gave us back our assignments. Lo and behold..i had 18/20!! i was extremely relieved and happy for the good results haha..inspiration to continue working hard (: anyway after class i had lunch and headed down to I Models International for a tv commercial interview. I got the job as a model there but i'm gonna reject it. After the interview, i felt like going on a shopping spree..first stop cotton on. Out of the several clothes i tried, i bought a high-waist skirt and a blouse. Then i bought a $30 ring from perlini's silver..it looks super gorgeous and it doesn't look cheap! haha.

Headed home and went to church..crispin actually thought it was a 3 carat rock! haha how realistic can this get and when i told him the truth he was like..oh good! i know where to get my presents for girls now haha. Sebas and Roch thought I was engaged..!!! Oh people..how i wish so..lalalalala~

After session, the rest went to macs coffeeshop to chill whereas adel, sebas, jr, crispin and i headed home. I went to crispin's house cos i needed to use the internet..a little guitar hero and a little chilling time hahaha. Crispin and I were hungry so we cabbed down to char grill for an extremely late dinner. Takashi mushroom soup for starters, char grill chicken and pork sausages for the main course. He had ice barley whereas a bottle of henieken it was for me (: Talked till about 3 and headed home. It was good spending time with him.

SATURDAY

Woke up not too long ago..i'm gonna meet jazreel at J8 for girl time then head to olss for sunset mass followed by dinner with marcus and his family. I hope there's still time to complete my music assignment. I shall bereport on recently awarded cultural medallion award winner and my personal idol- Iskandar Ismail. Simply love that guy.. (:

busy week and HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!

2009-05-20T19:58:00.000-07:00

MONDAY

Woke up this morning and headed for Singapore Arts Scene Music class. My teacher is one heck of a guy man..he's quirky and sarcastic but I actually like him..his sarcasm is what makes us pay attention in class. LOL! We have 5 assignments to complete..each comprising of an essay due every lesson. I am never ever taking extra modules ever man..ever! Anywhoos the whole of today was spent at home relaxing and researching for my report. We had to do a write-up on a musical group in Singapore so I chose the Singapore Symphony Chorus.

TUESDAY

Mom and I went down to St Joseph's Church (Victoria Street) for our second pipe organ lesson with Father Christov. It was a good lesson and I learnt much from it (: Then we headed to bugis junction for lunch. Soon after it was off to bugis street night market to buy marcus' birthday gift. I intended to customise a cap for him with his name..I even had the design on a piece of paper. It took me weeks by the way..hunted high and low for the shop which i sourced for online. However the shop changed so I could not customise the cap hence I had to buy one off the rack. I was terribly disappointed but oh wells..when i find the shop i'll get it done for him haha. Cabbed home with mom thereafter. I was in the midst of my report when the migrain came. It's terrible to do a report with a migrain and menstrual cramps. Oh well..i completed it..rested awhile and then cabbed down to my grandparents place with tim. The 4 of us had dinner at a german restaurant at Jalan Leban called Bavaria's Haus. Freaking awesome good food and beer..muahahahaha.I wish I were in Germany now..i'll go berserk with the beer man..marcus said it's only 50cents but that huge huge mug!!! Marcus and I are waiting for either of us to strike the big one then we'll go to Europe. whooohoooo!!! Anyway back to dinner..we had soups for starters..pork knuckles, ribs and steak for main course..apple strudel, apple crumble and chocolate hot fudge brownie for desert. Was it awesome or what..I was so full I could not move a muscle man..

WEDNESDAY

Went for SAS Music today..class was rather interesting..I learnt much facts about the real world in the arts industry. I'm starting to like Mr Lim more and more..hurhurs. Had lunch and went to the library to do research for my next assignment..waited for marcus to call but he didn't so i went home first. Rested at home then headed to church to attend mass with his family. After mass, we headed back to his place and waited for the churchies to arrive. At around 10, we met them at the coffeeshop near marcus place and chilled. At the stroke of midnight, we took out the moscato and strudel while the unsuspecting marcus was on the phone. Then when he came we sang him a birthday song..lo and behold i saw a little pool of tears well up in his eyes..awwww!!! Then we dug into the strudel and moscato and continued chatting till 3am.

Love you baby (:

THURSDAY

HAPPY 23rd BIRTHDAY LOVE!!!

Nothing much happened today other than completing my second assignment for SAS music followed by watching american idol twice and talking to marcus 7 times haha..seriously..we were both too lazy and tired to go out so we spent the whole of today at home and i think he was bored too so he called me at least 7 times haha. his group of friends from school will be meeting up to play basketball followed by barbeque and drinking tomorrow..partners were invited too but i would be the only one going cos the rest can't make it hence i told marcus i won't be going cos i'll be so outstanding plus i'll be the youngest!!! hahahaha. but now to think of it..i have absolutely nothing planned the second half of the day and i wouldn't mind going however i can't cos marcus needed to tell john by this afternoon. oh wells...i'll figure something out as always. LOL!

Happy Birthday Aunty Karen and Aunty Mal

2009-05-16T22:18:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

Today's session was really good. Jamie's input about love was amazing. Go to chels' blog for a better understanding because I'm not as expressive as she is. After session, the churchies had supper at the usual syed's and then we headed to crispin's house to play guitar hero and american idol. It was awesome to the max though I was really sleepy as I woke up at 7.30 in the morning. We played till 3 plus in the morning so by the time I headed home and crashed it was 4 in the morning...

SATURDAY

...woke up at 8.45am, quickly got ready and cabbed down to the Eurasian Association with Crispin. He had a meeting while I had dance rehearsal for Eurasiana the musical tribute. It's Singapore's first-ever Eurasian musical.. with performers such as Jeremy and Claressa Monteiro, Don Richmond, Brian Richmond, Eunice Olsen, Andrea De Cruz and many many more..i'm pretty excited about it. Rehersal went well and I met new friends (: After rehersal I was super hungry so I went down to Quentins for lunch. I spotted my grandpa there so I joined him and his 2 friends for lunch. It was nice meeting them but my fish and chips were nicer..hahaha i'm totally kidding! Grandpa gave me a lift home and we had a good chat in the car. Tim and I will be having dinner with my grandparents on tuesday night..i can't wait..hahaha. I attended sunset mass with marcus and his family then we headed to zone 400 plus for dinner which was totally awesome. The beef was just really really good..i'll recommend it to my family soon haha. Soon after, marcus and I headed to Aunty Vanessa's place to celebrate Aunty Karen and Aunty Mal's birthday. There were fantastic food, krazy karaoke, jovial jamming sessions and the mad mad mad mahjong. What started off as "just for fun" ended with addiction. What am i talking about?! Of course..the one and only mad mad mad mahjong! I wanna play mahjong, guitar hero, world tour and american idol now. OH MY GOSH! We stayed till 3 in the morning and i knocked out by 3.30am

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTY MAL AND AUNTY KAREN!!!
Doesn't the cake look scrumptious!!!

SUNDAY

...I slept the whole day..I woke up for lunch and facebook and then i went straight back to sleep. HAHA! mom called at 6.50 to wake me up and get ready cos we were going for a family dinner. We headed to flaming mangoos at jalan malu malu (: The food was simply mouth watering and we are all stuffed. I just had my period this morning so cramps are major..I need jazreel now because the both of us have major cramps and back aches during our period. It's depressing..but we understand each other's agony during this period of time and I am thankful for her (: Mel sucks and she knows that..she doesn't have cramps at all. Boo her! Jaz and I are constantly teasing her that when we are pregnant we can tolerate the pain whereas mel can't because she has never experienced menstrual cramps and pms moments. LOL! We'll just have to wait and see but ultimately she knows we love her..all 3 of us love each other so yeah..it's called tough love baby! (:

I Love You

2009-05-10T03:36:00.000-07:00

WOW!! Much has happened the past week but to cut a long story short. Jazreel and Melissa have been really awesome friends..whenever I needed a shoulder to cry on..words of comfort..they were there for me. That's what bestfriends are for truly. I appreciate every single thing that they have done and cannot ask for anything more. Love you babes dearly! (:

Marcus and I talked things out too so we're doing good (: It's just sad and frustrating at times when i wanna talk things out but i don't get a response..i literally receive silence and i'm clueless at what to do next. I was reading alethia's blog and what she says is absolutely true. This is what she said.." Then love and I had such a huge quarrell which saw us both almost breaking up and losing all that we had. Everytime we tell ourselves to sit down and piece things together, it gets worse and worse and the arguments get bigger and bigger". It's so true cos when you bring something up, other problems derive from it and the matter gets blown up so it's a do or die position. You either solve it all together and life goes on or you crumble and lose the person you love so much..

Well the holidays are officially here and I have much to do such as practice piano..get a part time job..learn driving..and of course have fun too! Jazreel, Melissa and I are scheduling a Bintan trip in late june as well..not too sure yet but i'm pretty sure it's on. YEAH! Well i gotta get ready soon..going to ubin seafood restaurant at sinmin. yummy yummy yummy..i can't wait. Here's a big shoutout from me to all mothers..

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!!

Rest in Peace

2009-05-04T17:06:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

Woke up this morning feeling rather excited because though it's a monday..it's a holiday!! haha I went to school for rehearsal..it was only for an hour because it was the only time slot available.

After that, I headed to marcus' place..intended to spend time with him but resulted to something not too pleasant. We weren't screaming or shouting or anything..I just wasn't happy..I haven't been happy for a long time actually. Before we got together..he made a promise to me saying that he's a simple guy with simple goals in mind and all he wishes for is to make me happy. If I 'm not happy and he doesn't do anything to make me happy..doesn't that mean he doesn't care anymore?! I don't ask for fancy bags..the lastest shoes..romantic dates by the beach and all those things..I just ask for respect, love, communication and all things that make a good healthy relationship. Whenever he talks to me..he's always so crude and fierce and I don't know..it's just not marcus anymore. What happened to the sweet gentle loving kind man I used to know?! I thought it was stress due to studies but it's his holidays..he just returned from clubbing and batam which he loved very very very much..so.. How could he not be happy..How could he be stressed?! Does that mean he really doesn't care for me anymore?? What hurts me even more is..I took the initiative to spend time with him at the comfort of his home..I could have gone home and done my own thing but no..I decided to go to his place because I know he's too lazy to get ready and go out etc etc etc. Yet he says I'm bored..there's nothing to do..I'm wasting my time during the holidays..I don't have money so how to enjoy..I should be having fun but I'm not..this sucks etc etc etc. hello!! I'm just here..why don't we cuddle on the couch and watch tv..it's not like there were horrible shows..there were good programmes on the tv for crying out loud. It doesn't require money and we can at least talk if he didn't wanna watch tv right..I mean..we couldn't possibly make out when his maid and grandma were in the house and even if we went to his room..his maid was cleaning the house and she was in his room for quite awhile!! He won't even answer my simple questions..I honestly have no clue what's going on. Jesus please help me..I don't want to lose him..I just want to talk things out..

Came home for dinner then accompanied mom to TTSH to visit Aunt Nellie as she was in critical condition. It was good that we saw her because she passed on an hour after we arrived. As much as I am upset and I will miss her..I know that she is in a better place and she gets to rest in peace instead of fighting. She fought an awesome battle..she really did..I greatly admire her for her strength and faith. I'm also glad that she had great family members by her side during her depart.

Love you and Rest in Peace Grandaunt Nellie (:

X Men Origins: Wolverine

2009-05-02T18:51:00.000-07:00

Thursday

Woke up this morning with nothing to do so i decided to go online..talked to Chels and Crispin on msn. Chels and I were craving for guitar hero and world tour hahahaha. Hence I headed down to Crispin's place to play world tour and it was freaking awesome. I loved it sooooo much AND i actually beat Crispin!!! I always lose to him but I actually won for that one song hahahaha. I will try harder and defeat him more often the next time *evil laughter* Chels couldn't join us though..next time the churchies should all meet up again (:

Around 1.30..Crispin and I had lunch at the coffeeshop then he ran errands for the EA while I went over to Marcus' place. That dear boy of mine slept till 5pm so i just watched tv -.- but it was good to see him after that..I really missed him lots. He just came back from batam so he passed me the stuff he bought. He bought my family kueh lapis and keropok while he bought 2 tops for me. I absolutely loved them! (:

Friday

Nothing much happened today..went to school in the morning for rehearsal then headed home and slept till the evening hahaha! then i headed to church for youth night session. There weren't many people prolly cos it was a public holiday..lazy people -.- kidding! anyway i met up with Leslie and Marcus after that..chilled under block then headed home..

Saturday

Nothing much happened in the day..went for rehearsal in the evening..changes were made again and I'm worried. I hope we get to see Madam Lim and allow her to access it cos we are just 5 days away..!! sighs. After rehearsal I met Marcus..had dinner at the coffeeshop near his place then headed to golden village yishun. We had about 20 minutes to spare before the movie so we headed to the arcade. It was my idea to go there but he ended up playing the games and I was his loyal supporter hahahaha. He played dance dance revolution3 and daytona usa. hahahaha. He did well for both games but lost towards the end ): soon after we watched X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE!!! It has been 5 and a half months since I last caught a movie with him so I was glad for last night..it was nice spending time with him too (:

English Tea Party

2009-04-26T22:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a simply awesome day. I had ballet and modern in the morning from 9am to 1pm..it was an exam preparation class and it was really useful. After that dad sent me to crispin's house for a tea party with daffy eugene chelsea cristy marion adel jr owell roch jamie anna andrew marcus crispin and myself. We had awesome food from salad to chocolate fondue with strawberries bananas and marshmallows to crackers with cheese to chocolate cake to moscato and of course english tea hahaha. It was a great feast. Then we headed to the living room to chill for awhile..improvising on the piano with chels and eugene was fun..eugene can improvise really well. anna and andrew went back and then lo and behokd the fun begins here...we played world tour, american idol and guitar hero. It was freakhog awesome luh..i played from 4.30 pm till 10pm. yup! a whole 5 and a half hours hahahaha..i can't wait for the hols to begin then it's off to crispin's house for a rockin' good time..literally. LOL! I went back..packed my bag and got ready for today's exam. Just came home from ballet exam..despite from our nerves..i think everything went smoothly. 1 down and 4 more to go..i have singapore arts scene- theatre exam in like 3.5 hours haha. Gonna get back to studying soon :/

I miss Marcus already..damn! I can't wait for him to come back..he went for a class outing at batam. I think they all deserve it after their exams..i don't understand a thing they are studying so yeah. props to them..haha! He has a presentation with OCBC on thursday..i think..hahaha and then i'm going on a date to char grill with him. yay! i can't wait..we haven't gone on a date for so long so yeah..

alright..it's back to studying now..

It's official

2009-04-24T18:41:00.000-07:00

The past 2 weeks as have been really tiring as I am literally in school EVERYDAY!!! The last official day of school was yesterday but i'll still be going to school tomorrow for exam preparation class. yes..i'll be going to school on sunday..well initially i thought it would be a drag but now i'm actually grateful for it cos i'll be more prepared so yeah (: Exams are next mon tue and wed then i have a break the rest of the week. The following week is rehearsals galore as it is also performance week!

Marcus ended his exams on thursday and is having a 2 week break which means we can finally spend time...YAY YAY!!! After rehearsal today i'll be meeting him for dinner and movie..don't know what we're gonna catch but i can't wait to see him. I really miss him so much.

Holy Week

2009-04-08T18:44:00.000-07:00

Sunday
It's Palm Sunday today and attended the 10.15 mass at olss..palams galore it was..haha. After mass I headed home as my family would be celebrating my grandma's birthday (: we had zhi cha and it was awesome awesome awesome..loved the food hehe. After a hearty meal, I headed home to rest and be prepared for my long week ahead...

Monday
Monday's timetable is usually very hectic as my classes are all back to back with short 15 min breaks in between. However..today was different..kinesiology and theatre was cancelled as both lecturers wee sick. yeah! Not in a bad way..i do feel sorry that both dr fil and zizi are under the weather but it gave us a chance to rest. My classmates and I intended to chill at starbucks to kill time but it started pouring cats and dogs so we stayed in the big dance studio and slept through. It was the most amazing power nap ever beacuse the weather was cool and the studio was quiet. We most definitely needed that! (: Then it was showing of laura's piece and larry's rehearsal. Both went well for me (:

Tuesday
Nafa's annual orchestra and chorus concert has finally arrived. All of us have been practicing for this and I can't believe it finally came. I left class earlier as full dress rehearsal clashed with music class. The rehearsal was rather quick as their were many groups who needed their chance to rehearse as well. After rehearsal, I met amanda for dinner and we went to plaza singapura to buy debrah's birthday gift and amanda's shoes. The class gave deb a charles& keith bag which cost us like 80 bucks but thanks to amanda's mom's discount card we paid 72 bucks. The bag was so gorgeous..*faints*..haha and the..lo and behold..i saw the most classy pair of shoes ever and it was at a discounted price of 27bucks. I SO WANT IT!!! ahhhhh!!!! Anyway after my minning shopping adventure with amanda..she headed to cotton on to buy sexy lingerie while i headed back to school. I was rather excited yet nervous..in the end the performance went well and i think we all did a good job. I simply loved the orchestra...they are flawless (:

Wednesday
What to do during a 5 hour break? Well I had lunch with val, wen yee, sze wei and cheng pin..we had thai food at sunshine plaza. I had thai green curry chicken with rice and lime juice. gosh! i t was delicious and refreshing indeed. The company was good too (: Soon after we all headed back to the studio then went our seperate ways to do homework and such. Cheng pin and I waited for rachel and pin to finish specialised ballet so that we could do our history prpject. Cheng pin and I were super super tired and could fall aslepp in the benches like immediately. Anyway Laura joined in our discussion and we ended p talking about other things other than ramayana hahaha. oh wells..rehearsal started at 5.30 and mr michael was irritated with us cos we were not up to standard and performance is just 4 weeks away! He gave us time to work onn our material and it later turned out better than before. At 8pm Asya, Jackie, Amanda, Cheng pin, Sze wei, Cynthia and myself attended Dr Sharpley's opera perofrmance..Operaviva: Songs of love, despair and hope. Tickets were selling at $25 but he gave us complimentary tickets..yeah! The concert was fabulous and despite how tired I was it was worth the while.

Thursday
Holy Thursday
Heh! Without proper sleep for 6 days hence I overslept today. Instead of waking up at 6.45 for school I woke up at 8 :/ Well I'm guilt for skipping class cos exams are just 3 weeks away but rest is also important. The last stretch is here already. 2 more weeks of classes then exams and then rehearsals for crossings (:

busy busy saturday

2009-04-03T18:32:00.000-07:00

Yeah! It's finally the weekend..

FRIDAY
School went well and ended faster than expected..mom picked me up then we went for dinner. I had a good time spending time with her (: then headed home..had my shower..watched a bit of tv and had a real awesome sleep. same for marcus man..after school he had a well deserved 5-hour lunch with his friends haha then headed home and slept..what a pig! KIDDING LOVE!!!

SATURDAY
my choir performance is on tuesday night so we're having a final rehearsal today from 1.30 to 4 then I have laura's rehearsal from 5 to 7. The tailor's coming today..yay!!!

tomorrow is grandma's birthday lunch..i can't wait.. (:

happy 6th month love

2009-04-02T04:07:00.000-07:00

WOW! week 11 of school has passed and gone just like that. 3 more weeks of school followed by exams and crossing (graduating showcase). I'm highly excited of all the upcoming events! It's confirmed..dancers from laura's piece will be performing at the Tari festival in Kuala Lumpur..yeah!

On the 18th of April is the International Dance Week organised by World Dance Alliance Singapore. WDA's president is Dr Carino who is my head of department. She needed volunteers for their event so I volunteered..yet again the jubilant nicole can't wait as she gets to witness enthusaistic and creative performances of all genres by dancers who are not professional but love the sport as much or maybe even more than I do..HAHA!

The sports bra and shorts thing during modern has been going well..we really pull up more and we're more active..there is definitely space for improvement and we CAN be better but i think we are all progressing (:

I finally got to see marcus yesterday..went to his place after rehearsal. He was doing his report and presentation with friends so I watched American Idol and caught up with his parents hahahaha yes..his parents! Uncle Martin and I talked about loads of stuff over curry chicken and bread..it was totally awesome!! Aunty Daisy and I talked quite a bit as well. I truly enjoyed their companionship (:

The 1st of April was yesterday and for that I had an April Fool's Day prank by the one and only Marcus Neubronner -.- he called me while i was stretching in the dance studio waiting for choir to commence. In an angry and agitated voice.."If you're not happy with me just tell me straight in my face alright..you didn't have to spread those rumours.." wa lao! I swear to you I was shocked as hell and tears started streaming down my face. Marcus Neubronner..I hate you for that but you know I still love you.

HAPPY 6TH MONTH LOVE!

save the earth day

2009-03-27T23:27:00.000-07:00

It's the 28th of march..save the earth day!!! The aim is for one billion votes..so how to vote for earth?!?! switch off your lights from 8.30 to 9.30 pm. Well that will be easy for me cos i won't even be home..as for those of you out there for are..do candle light! a cosy night in with your loved ones (:

The 10th week of school has just passed..4 more weeks until exams and crossings and then HOLIDAYS...whoohoooo!!! hopefully i'll be able to spend time with marcus then..it's been ages since i last saw him as he's really busy with school and exams. The only thing i remember of him is his voice because we talk on the phone every night for a short while before i go to bed.I don't even remember the feeling of holding his hand lest kissing him. This is highly worrying!

Anyway on monday, mr michael announced to the class that from now onwards all the guys have to wear shorts only and the girls sports bra and shorts. This is to ensure we pull up and stretch our legs to our optimum. Hence i'll be going shopping for shorts and sports bras tomorrow after mass hahahaha. This is is rather exciting.

Well that's all i have for now..better get back to my homework. tata all (:

..yet another weekend..

2009-03-14T20:38:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY
I accompanied mom to Bras Basah complex and Music essentials to get some books today..then we headed to the hawker centre beside the complex for lunch. I had hokkien mee which was shiok..the chilli was even more awesome. hahahahahha.

After spending time with mom, I headed to school for guitar , rehearsal and dancers@work. Guitar was fun as usual..rehearsal was good as i finally got to run cast 2..dancers@work was good too. I thought everyone's piece was good..practice hard for the next 6 weeks and we're ready for crossings (:

After school, I went to the Lune family's house to pass them egg tarts then watched tv with charles and kevin..soon after mary came home. We watched the nanny followed by this thai horror film. It was good man..i'm so gonna watch it again. LOL!

After the movie, I went downstairs to meet the chuch gang comprising of jamie, eugene, daffy, chelsea, cristy, crispin, marcus and myself. We hung out till 1 plus then headed home except for jamie, marcus and myself..we were talking at jamie's carpark till 5 in the morning hahaha. Well marcus and jamie were talking..i was listening..my back was really killing me..ROARS!

SATURDAY
Had a"good"4 hours of sleep -.- then headed to the Jack's place at Bras Basah complex to meet my friends for lunch. Good meal and even better company (: Then we headed to Raffles City to walk around..we went to Marks&Spencer and bought loads of milk chocolate digestives, rasberry tarts, ginger snaps and toffees haha i was tempted to buy the shower gel but i feel body shop's is better (:

Left at 2 and went our seperate ways..hung out at marcus' place then went for sunset mass. It was good attending mass in olss again..it always feels like home when i'm there. Marcus drove me home while he attended a friend's birthday party. I had dinner and watched slumdog millionair with mom..it was a damn good movie man. Marcus called to say he was sownstairs my black but i didn't meet him cos i was too tired..i feel bad now..

SUNDAY
Tim went for a movie with friends and my parents went for mass which makes me home alone. I'm gonna take my shower soon then head to northpoint with mom..we're gonna buy make up hahaha. I need compact powder, blusher and eye liner *grin*

well i gotta go..will update on how my sunday went soon.. (:

lazy slazy weekend

2009-03-07T19:21:00.000-08:00

FRIDAY
School went as per normal today but for the first time in like a really really long time, I ended school at 12.15. After hitting the shower, I met Jazreel and Kwan Zhen at the cathay. Kwan was trying to score points with me cos he's interested in Jaz and it's a girlfriends rule you have to let your girlfriends access the guy..we give the go ahead..and then things happen hahahaha!! It was so cool cos he treated me to a really really awesome lunch followed by ben&jerry's ice cream haha. That aside..he's a nice guy..better than the impression I had of him back in secondary school. I'm not sure about Mel's approval but as for me..it's a 2 thumbs up darling (:

SATURDAY
Lazy LAZY LAZY is all i can describe today. Woke up at 10am..watched tv and had lunch...slept at 1pm..woke up at 3 plus..watched more tv and got ready for mass..came home for abit..went for Uncle Thomas birthday party which was fun cos of good food and good company..came home at 3am..talked to Mary and Marcus over the phone for awhile then slept again...

SUNDAY
...woke up at 9am and slacking all the way till Marcus awakes from his slumber..head to his place..then celebrate Manfred's birthday with the family..
i'm still unsure of the plans but i'm sure it will be good..it always is (:

what an awesome weekend. hurhurs..

the 8th week of school: good and bad

2009-03-04T04:46:00.000-08:00

It's finally the 8th weeks of school which means it's tutorial week next week then 6 weeks of school 2 weeks of exams/performance then holidays!!! okay..it seems like there's loads of things happening but it's just 2 more months. YES!

well this week has been rather birthday-ish for me.
Monday: Mary's 30th..whoohooo!!!
Tuesday: Bryan's post post 18th birthday party
Thursday: Valerene's post post post 21st birthday barbeque. hahaha

well life has been rather upsetting for me...but i think and i hope thing's are gonna be better. it's not just relationship problems..it's people in school..it's school work..trying to make money to buy loads of important stuff..finding time to do productive work and get scholarships..just plenty plenty of things that are going on. AHHHH!!! It's just a huge chain reaction. Due to these stuff i have been all over the place and not being able to focus in school and falling sick easily ( thanks to the horrible weather as well) anyway i still love everyone around me and i hope they feel the same way too.

i miss marcus madly. we seriously need a date soon..i can't even remember the last time we went out on one man..was it like november last year?!?! gosh..

It's all about LOVE

2009-02-20T20:22:00.000-08:00

2 weeks have passed and it was tough not being able to see and speak to marcus for so long. i really missed him majorly..it was good to finally spend time with him and the rest last night. haha.

after school i went home..rested awhile then headed to marcus' place. we watched family guy the movie..it was super lame but nonetheless good (: after that we headed to church for session..the outline was pnw teaching game forfeit round up by jamie. the forfeit was the longest -.- anyway after that the leaders headed to father's office for a meeting and then to our dear syed's for supper haha. the people were jamie eugene daffy chelsea cristy marion jr roch marcus and myself. i really enjoyed their company..but the fun doesn't end there.

after sending everyone home..marcus and i met mary and leslie at the residents interaction corner at block 804. the 4 of us stayed up till 4 plus in the morning talking and drinking carlsberg. hahahaha! it was awesome luh..stories plus alcohol..what could be better. hahaha. well i really missed mary a lot too..she's truly like the older sister i never had (:

love for food OR food for love

2009-02-06T19:32:00.000-08:00

LOVE FOR FOOD OR FOOD FOR LOVE
THAT IS THE QUESTION!!! Hahaha.

I was over at marcus place earlier this week..totally surprised him. i actually managed to pull it off!! haha. he usually catches me in the act whever i try to surprise him so yeah..anyway it was in the morning and i was hungry so he whipped me up an egg omlette which was shiok luh!! i was pretty impressed actually haha. last night i was really really hungry as well cos it was already past midnight and my last meal was lunch. hence he cooked magee mee ( curry flavour), crabmeat, eggs and hotdog. hahaha. best tihng of it all..!!! i know his secret recipe...LOL!!! i love you dearie.. (:

culminating january and beginning february

2009-02-03T04:40:00.000-08:00

well well january has been rather challenging..trying to balance family, friends, relationship, school and myself. i must say though..the chinese new year break was the best that ever happened thus far. i got a chance to spend time with the relatives from perth and my family. i really miss them! their company, laughter, joy and simply everything about each and everyone of them.

i've also started to appreciate and love marcus more than i already do. i've loved another guy before but somehow with marcus it feels different. it's not just about hugs and kisses, it's about facing life's ups and downs together. my life is empty without you baby, you really mean so much to me. we both know that the next few months will be a challenge due to rigorous and stressful school life but i hope you know i will always be here for you. To offer comfort, a shoulder to cry on..whatever you need..except answering your essays of course cos i'm cluless haha but yeah! you get what i mean. I LOVE YOU!!! i do i do i do ooo (kal over orange soda) hahaha

with all my love
nicole

confirmation 2009

2009-01-17T01:00:00.000-08:00

well well much has happened over the past few weeks. the first week of school has just passed but it feels like the second cos i went to school for rehearsals everyday last week. well i'm glad the priece is finally done. we just need to improve on it and practice (:

i'm having a headache now as i just completed my music report...i am so glad it's over and done with..gosh i so prefer last sem. western studies is way better than asian studies..i guess it's because we can relate to it better and it's easier to comprehend rahter than asian cos of the foreign names. oh well..perseverance is needed here!!!

looking on the bright side now..it's confirmation tomorrow and i'm excited for the confirmants. something new to share..crispin's godparents are my parents. hahaha!

marcus and leslie are playing pool now so i'm gonna meet them...then i'm gonna watch a classical indian performance at dbs arts centre for school. i'm kinda looking forward to it as the storyline sounds interesting hahahaha. we'll see how it goes....

happy happy new year

2009-01-03T21:09:00.000-08:00

The New Year has finally arrived..eating to one's content..shopping and having a blast with family and friends..all these wonderful things are coming to an end too.

School starts tomorrow..well not officially..it starts the following monday. the line up for next week is placement class and modern master classes. gosh! i haven't danced in such a long time..my body is so weak compared to previously. no doubt i have been doing conditioning but none-the-less..it's still not as rigourous as before. sighs.

oh well. at least this semester will be better than before cos i only have conditioning on tues and thur instead of everyday. half and hour more of sleep..yeah! in addition..marcus has finished serving NS which means back to school which means i have company on the way home aside from kat. the more the merrier..wheeee!!

i miss kat..i miss hardcore..i miss the whole class man. ROARS! well looking forward to seeing yall soon (:

merry berry christmas

2008-12-23T22:25:00.000-08:00

THE FESTIVE SEASON HAS FINALLY ARRIVED!

WOW! much has happened in the last 3 weeks..it's so overwhelming i can't remember anything that has happened haha. hanging out with melissa and jazreel..christmas shopping with my mom..christmas shopping with marcus..relatives from perth arrived..

well well "baby hang on let me catch my breathe.." haha!

plans for the festive season:
24th Dec- midnight mass
25th Dec- lunch at grandparents place
- dinner with marcus family
26th Dec to 30th Dec- ClubMed, Phuket with family
that's all for now but i'm sure there will be loads more of gatherings when i'm back haha

MERRY BERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

december baby

2008-12-05T13:32:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY LESLIE!!!
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

i had an early night but woke up at 4am and couldn't go back to sleep. i'm so bored doing absolutely nothing now. gosh! well thanks to everyone who has wished me and made my past week oh so lovely (:

birthday surprises

2008-12-02T20:55:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY

the usual saturday of lazing around..watching movies..lazing around somemore. hmmm..definitely not today!! i met marcus for breakfast at the central then walked to ALL the pet shops in yishun central and northpoint. after that we headed to his godma's place for abit. all this while i sensed something fishy but didn't really mention it..just accept everything as it is..i mean after all i was with marcus right..so anyway i went home on a "regular" saturday afternoon. lights all lit, aircon in the house, family friends in the living room and a feast at the dining table. why didn't anyone tell me bout the lunch party? my mind blank. i entered my room and lo and behold the whole lot of them shouted. SURPRISE! blimey..heart attack i'm telling you. my mom and marcus, with the help of daffy, were planning a birthday party for me. i really did enjoy myself hahaha with the great food, awesome company and lovely presents. thanks ever so much to daddy mommy timothy marcus uncle alex aunty yvonne brian cedric daffy melanie roch leslie chelsea cristy crispin angela anna and helena for making this day ever so wonderful (:

SUNDAY
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY JAZREEL DARLING!
i went for mass with my parents in the morning then met marcus at carl's junior at ps for lunch. we both seriously needed it especially him to celebrate the end of his exam..note the singular form..and the start of his holidays. after a hearty meal, we went back to his place to chill then accompanied him to church in the evening for mass. after that he went for dinner with jamie while i met jazreel at andersen's ice cream at amk hub. i had a majorly awesome time with her. ahhh!!! love that woman to bits and pieces. around 9.30 jaz was tired so she headed home while i went to marcus' place..mary and i thrashed him at tai ti (i think that's how you spell it) hahaha. it felt awesome baby awesome!!!

MONDAY
nothing much hapened today. in the evening after holy hour was when the fun all began. yeah! there was another surprise birthday party for jen. same thing happened to her..gave me a heart attack as she entered the music room of my house. haha. what a scene! well we enjoyed the surprise..good food..good music..good laughs (:

TUESDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 28TH JENNIFER!
crispin treated me to lunch today..we had pizza with marcus and daffy. after lunch at beach road we headed to marcus' place to see the dogs..cookie and koby. adorable i swear!!! then daffy left so the 3 of us went to crispin's house to borrow movies then headed back to marcus' place and chilled the night away. hahaha.

WEDNESDAY
nothing much happened today..spent my entire day with marcus just hanging out at his place. we watched russell peters live at NY..tropic thunder..america's got talent and casmere mafia. yeah i know right..totally slacker day. LOL!

THURSDAY
nothing happened during the day..but i have a mother-daughter date tonight. we are gonna watch a musical at the University Cultural Centre. It's a musical about true stories of the lives of mother-daughter relationships. I'm extremely excited for it..yeah!

sentosa with classmates

2008-11-26T01:42:00.000-08:00

HUNGER! that's what i'm feeling now..sighs..anyway updates of my life in a jiffy..

MONDAY
mom and i went to causewaypoint to buy groceries..i think she's gonna make pizza soon. yeah! after running our errands, we met jen and father jj at gelare to chill. around 5 plus i went over to marcus' place to chill for abit before heading to starbucks at somerset to meet lim and yuki. hope i spelt your name right. heh! well it was great hanging out with them hahaha especially yuki..my oh my..she's like a dynamite. small but full of energy. LOL! and oh! marcus and i saw a hot caucasian couple making out hahaha..whooohoooo

TUESDAY
sunburn!! oh gosh..i went to sentosa with my classmates today and my oh my did we have fun. camwhoring..tanning..swimming..carpark party..sakae sushi buffet lunch. awesome-ness!!! it was something all of us definitely needed as a class before heading back to school in 5 weeks *faints* after our class gathering, i met melissa dearest at casuarina for dinner..she looks super hot with her dyed hair hahaha. after that i met marcus at his place..i intended to surprise him but failed. oh wells. there's always another time..muahahaha. well you learn something everyday and i learnt that my dear boyfriend is freakingly good at word games..like seriously man..he whooped my arse in boogle. yes..marcus james neubronner is good at word games..like who knew right. tsk tsk!

WEDNESDAY
nothing much happened today..the usual having breakfast..reading newspapers..watching tv..eating again..watching tv again..hahaha. i'm bored now..think i shall go over now and surprise marcus. shhhh!

till next time amigoes (:

50 years and counting

2008-11-19T17:45:00.000-08:00

50 YEARS AND STILL COUNTING..hahaha

do you ever feel like time passes so slowly at one moment and the next it passes so fast?!?! although it has only been 50 days..it feels like 50 years. heh! cheesey..corny..stupid..ridiculous..childish..however it may sound, that's just how i feel. i'm not a girl with a vast amount of vocabulary so all i can say is thanks for everything big and small..you mean a lot to me and i'm sorry for all the hurtful things i've said. you are truly one of a kind and i appreciate you for who you are.

I LOVE YOU!

my wish list

2008-11-17T17:14:00.000-08:00

it has come to the time of the year whereby everyone gets excited. great christmas sales..good food and wine..family and friends gathering round the christmas tree sharing stories. as for me..i can't wait for my relatives from australia to come to singapore..for the exciting trip to thailand that we will all be going to..for the awesome adventures to come..and while all this happening..there are many out there who are either living way too extravagantly or barely even surviving. there's just no perfect world. for this birthday and christmas, there is no doubt i have a long birthday and christmas wish list but ultimately i pray for peace amogst families, countries and the world.

madagascar

2008-11-15T21:33:00.001-08:00

I like to move it move it
He likes to move it move it
She likes to move it move it
We like to..MOVE IT!

hahaha. after sunset mass yesterday, marcus and i decided to head to the new wing of northpoint. there were plenty of new shops like levis, G2000, DMK, sportslink, scarlet and many many more but my favourite is young hearts..yeah i'm sure all you girls are going crazy too..i simply love the material and design of 'em bras. haha. marcus was too embarrassed to enter the shop so he literally covered my eyes and pulled me away. haha. well we went to ishi mura which is a japanese foodcourt for dinner..food was expensive and "fantastic" but the company was awesome hahaha. after dinner HE decided to watch madagascar 2..yeah he even wanted hsm3..now you know why i feel like the man in the relationship sometimes hahaha. well he made a good choice cos madagascar was good yo. all you people out there should go watch it. i wanna catch hsm3 cos i fell the songs and dances are rather catchy haha. sing to the dawn is a must for me cos i studied the novel for lit in sec1 and it was such a touching story. it's sad that the movie is animated though..i think it would have been better if there were real actors. oh well. i bet it'll still be an awesome movie (:

2008-11-14T16:04:00.000-08:00

CONGRATULATIONS PREM & THERESA
ON THIS JOYOUS OCCASSION!!!

Terribly terribly terribly sorry that we all couldn't attend the mass
It will definitely be made up but we just wanna say..

It has truly been a joy knowing the 2 of you.
Thanks for absolutely everything that you've done for us so far.
We truly appreciate all the love given.
All the best for everything in the future
You are an awesome couple (:

GOD BLESS!

with all our love
PROJECT J

confirmation camp 2008

2008-11-11T18:27:00.000-08:00

Mhmms. It has been a long time since i've facilitated but i must say..touching the hearts of so many is indeed heartwarming. It feels good to be working with everyone once more. All the facils were busy with school and such so preparations weren't as good as last year but even so all's over and we gotta move on. Confirmation Camp 2008 was a success but it could have been better. I was looking through photos and glanced past this hospital..it's called the hospital of the holy spirit. what a view right..!!!

Yesterday was a rather good day for me. Modern and dance improv went better than expected..i'm just so glad it's all over. haha. now it's just ballet, jazz and laura's showcase left..well all i can pray for now is physical and mental strength to pull through the next 2 days. yeah!

after school i met marcus at somerset and we went back together..he was walking me home when we bumped into louis and joshua so the four of us headed to northpoint for dinner. we all had a big appetite yo hahaha..anybody want my milk?!?! LOL! inside joke..

productive weekend

2008-11-02T01:15:00.000-07:00

Friday

It was a rather tiring day in school due to lack of sleep. I've been quite nervous as the exams are just round the corner but if i get my head in the game i'm sure i can do it. hahaha. anyway to my surprise jazz turned out well today, with hardwork and practice we shall all pull through lionel's challenging routine. hurs. after jazz i met marcus for supper at 848 then leslie called and said he was at my place with Father JJ and company so marcus and i headed to my place. I had a good time hanging out with leslie and marcus listening to them go gah-gah over hot girls on friendster. hahahaha.

Saturday

Nothing much happened today..spent the entire morning and afternoon completing assignments Assignments and more ASSIGNMENTS...zomg! well at least i had something to look forward to in the evening..i met marcus for mass then we went to 925 for zhi cha, It was his treat as it was our one month anniversary *grins* yeah he ain't the ytpical guy that i would go for but i guess it's because he's different that i fell for him. personality and character is more important than looks by a mile so yeah :D

Sunday

I went for 10.15 mass with marcus today and my oh my were there so many familiar faces..it's good to be back in olss. haha. after mass, we went to BK for lunch..i was so hungry that i managed to finish my bbq double turkey bacon meal and a hershey sundae pie which is so not me cos i usually can't even finish a meal. haha. after that we headed back to church for a meeting with the other facils and the cathechists. marcus left early cos he had to go to the cemetry to clean his great grandpa's grave as it's all souls day. after meeting jamie daffy eugene and i headed to the foodcourt at northpoint..had a rather good chat with them then headed home. i'm finishing my assignment now then going for dinner later to celebrate mom's birthday. i can't wait for it cos marcus is coming along and it's the first time my grandparents are gonna meet him. i'm rather excited but extremely nervous..ahhhh!!! well there will be updates on how it all turns out soon but till then au revoir (:

bleeding love

2008-10-26T18:42:00.000-07:00

hmmm i guess the lyrics to bleeding love kinda suits this picture. gosh! i'm just so in love with that song for the moment..mhmms (:

well as for school..there were the ups and downs but i shall remain positive as always and hang in. 6 MORE DAYS!!! i can't wait for the exams to be over..i'm just so tired and it's only the first semester of the first year. ROARS! at least there's good people around me to cheer me up and keep entertained as always. haha.

oh! yes yes..i had carl's junior for lunch with kat today and in marcus' exact words..it's maximus orgasmus. if you're as lame as marcus, you'll get the joke. carl's junior..maximus orgasmus..think corny and dirty..and you'll get marcus' idea of a good joke. hahahaha. yes i love you too baby. hurs. but coming back to kat and i..the food was awesome Awesome AWESOME (:

well that's a wrap for now..i'm sleepy with loads of research and assignments to complete. tata!

sigh of relief

2008-10-25T08:08:00.000-07:00

FRIDAY

Today was a rather long day with school and after school events. Well i'm extremely nervous as the exams are in 2 weeks time and assignments are due soon. I pray for discipline, creativity and most of all wisdom during these last few crucial weeks. Sighs. Well on the bright side, i met the churchies after jazz. In addition to good food at syed's...Eugene, Daffy, Chelsea, Crispin and Marcus truly made my night haha. Catching up with them was really fun (: confirmation camp is in 2 weeks time so i'll definitely be seeing more of them within these 2 weeks too. yay! every batch has a handful whom i know of but this year is especially special for me because my brother will be getting confirmed..i'm extremely excited and happy for him. It's kinda amazing that he partially knows the meaning of this journay as he was sharing with me the other day the importance of confirmation hahaha. well i'm definitely looking forward to the confi camp though we're not as prepared as we were last year. yikes!

SATURDAY

Productive is most definitely how i would describe today to be *grins* Saturdays are usually spent in school or with marcus but it was spent with my mom today. Mom and I headed to jurong point for dinner at long john silvers which was scrumptious...then shopping it was. haha. sale signs were dangling in every shop so being women we were on the alert. hahahahaha. well to cut a long story short..i bought 2 dresses and a pair of shoes while mom bought 2 tops and a necklace then we had andersen's ice cream. yummy yum yum (:

well as for now a certain someone's ego is gonna be boosted cos he is missed terribly! haha.

till next time ciao people

hurt

2008-10-12T00:39:00.000-07:00

love Love LOVE

hate Hate HATE

simple words with such complex meaning

misused every second of every minute of every hour of every day

by EVERYONE

yet we do not realise this

i just hope one day that people do

the deal is sealed

2008-10-03T19:42:00.000-07:00

the first of october...

damn! heart pumping..adrenaline rushing..gibberish talking..
but it felt so good
marcus and i are finally together
*screams of joy*
'em single but dating months are long gone (:

well on thursday it was joshua and alethia's birthday hence there was a double celebration at the night safari. there was a fire performance which was pretty awesome..we could actually feel the heat from where we were which was a distance away o_0 the wait for the food was long making it taste ever more delightful. haha. due to the hiccup the manager came to apologise and said they would surprise the birthday girl and boy with a singapore sling haha. there should be more hiccups..kidding! after dinner we headed to marcus' place to cut the cake..talked nonsense and played with cookie aka the dog then headed home. it was an enjoyable evening especially after dance improvisation which didn't go well for me today. oh wells. gotta do better next week i guess.

till then adios amigos (:

i love you!

2008-09-22T04:26:00.000-07:00

Look at stars how they shine and glow
but some of those stars died a long time ago.
Still they shine in the evening skies.
Love like starlight never dies.

hey baby!
can't believe it's been 6 months...!!!
i used to think you were the rebound but you couldn't be.
damn! i don't wanna rush things but it just feels so wrong.
the feeling of being neither here nor there.
it's just killing me day by day.
we're definitely more than friends yet we're not an item as so they say it to be.
every moment of the last 7 days has been spent with you
yet you are missed terribly.
most would say it's because i'm blinded by love
but baby it's not just today..
it's EVERYDAY!!!
you said you loved me and i thought it to be a joke because deep down...
i was shocked, intimidated and afraid.
but that was then and this is now.
i can honestly say..

I LOVE YOU TOO

jazz dance

2008-09-15T04:47:00.000-07:00

Sunday

well well today was like a piggy day for me. i met my godpa and 2 godsisters for lunch..we went to botak jones and had a greata feast! we also did quite a bit of catching up (: after lunch, mom and i headed down to causeway point where i bought a butterfly belt and it was EXTREMELY PRETTY *flutters eyelids* haha. then i went for crispin's birthday party at his place. it was a cosy place with his few close friends..we had good food, great birthday cake and tabboo which was the highlight of the night. my oh my! cordelia, crispin's sister, was HIGH BABY HIGH! she was literally laughing at the slightest of things to the extent that everybody was laughing and had like 6 pax i swear. haha.

Monday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CRISPIN!!!

it has been a week since i've had jazz so my body is completely stiff and so not flexible..i almost died during jazz this morning as my stamina was so not there. haha. nonetheless it was fun and i definitely felt good after class due to the amount of push ups, sit ups and leg lifts we did *faints* anyways after jazz, val and i headed to BK for lunch and SUBWAY for COOKIES! wahahaha. they were the bomb baby! then we headed back to school for dance kinesiology whish was as usual cheem Cheem and more CHEEM! after class, crispin met me at school and we went for tau hui and guess what!! he was wearing the shirt that marcus and i bought for him..i was beamiing like a chesire cat cos it looked nice on him, fitted him and he said it was comfortable. haha. marcus has a knack for shopping..what a girl! haha. kidding mate (: while having tau hui, crispin surprised me with 2 gifts..one was a jacqueline wilson 2009 diary and a book called the hot chick. i was absolutely in love with the diary cos it was just so me *beams* THANKS CRISPIN!

well it's getting late so i'm off to bed now folks. catch ya soon!

LOVES

birthday celebrations

2008-09-13T20:22:00.000-07:00

Saturday

Nothing much happened in the day other than watching tv, studying and dancing. haha. gosh! i'm dying for school to start..the hols are making me eat more More and MORE! i need to get back in shape, warm up my muscles, get back my flexibility before school starts which is like in a week. ROARS!

Well I attended evening mass at olss..it has been a long time since i've been there as my family has been going to other churches for mass. Although there are many beautiful churches in Singapore, i still feel home at olss despite its simplicity. I guess it's the companionship of friends and familiar faces greeting you each times you enter those doors.

After mass, I met derrek and marcus for dinner..we headed to the 925 coffeeshop for frog's legs porridge, popiah and chicken wings. boy was it a feast *big fat grin* after dinner, derrek went off to meet a friend while marcus and i went to causeway point to buy crispin's birthday present. we were walking high and low until we found a nice shirt for dear crispin. haha. i sure hope he loves it (:

On the way home, we met marvin so i chatted with him for awhile. gosh! i haven't talked to that guy in ages man haha and he's still as hot as ever..right chels *googly eyes* while marcus was walking me home, not to my surprise, we spotted jasmine, marcus' cousin, and her boyfriend joshua who is also marcus' friend under the block. joshua and jasmine, especially joshua, were practically examining me up to down la! scary shits yo. 2 hours later, i received a call from marcus and thankfully i impressed them both. yay! in addition to that jasmine's entire family apparently knows about me..ahhhh!!! well fortunately i have made a good impression thus far..hopefully i get to continue the reputation. LOL!

For now..it's adios mates!

love love~

amplify in the city!

2008-09-12T21:25:00.000-07:00

mhmms! it's a glorious saturday morning and i'm doing research and working on my report now. well yesterday was one incredible day baby! haha

I woke up around 8.45 and started studying for my Singapore Arts Scene exam. I remember that nerve-wrecking feeling and butterflies fluttering wildly in my stomach. It was a madhouse! Hence I lost track of time..i met marcus at khatib mrt and he accompanied me to school. I had rehearsal with max which was rather fun. Then i had lunch with rachel and debrah..it was the first time whereby rach was totally silent and studying! omg! ahaha. deb and i were chattering like little monkeys i swear. after lunch we met pin and started playing songs from our phone, singing and dancing to calm ourselves haha. I so can't wait to be legal and club with them yo! Well soon it was 3 and we headed to the exam room and then it was 3.45 the exam ended. It was easy peasy as there were only 25 mcq..yeah! it's all over. I made a few stupid mistakes but i'm confident i'll still do well (: After the exam, rach deb mitchel and i headed to starbucks in orchard. it was rachel's treat..thanks babe! After much catching up, I met marcus for dinner. He treated me to Manhattan's Fish At PS (: After dinner i went to amplify in the city at raffles place. the night was awesome! the songs were good and session by leonard was great..i was definitely amazed by his teaching. we even had a free gift which was a hand-painted tea light. after that there was fellowship outisde the auditorium and my oh my did i meet lotsa familiar faces. i felt like a rock star..wahahhaha...pop! goes the ego. around midnight, crispin anna marcus and i headed to 848 for supper which was filled with much retardedness -.- we hung out till like 1am before heading home sweet home. LOL!

2008-09-09T20:58:00.001-07:00

WHO ARE LOVE?

JAZREEL and MELISSA
Sammie and Beverley
Marcus
Jamie, Adel, Daffy, Chelsea
Debrah, Val, Pin, Rach

jubiliations

2008-09-04T06:20:00.000-07:00

yeah baby!!! school's almost coming to an end. i know it's only the first term of the first year and there's nothing much to celebrate about but it's been a long and rigorous 7 weeks. i promise you my classmates and i have lost weight and developed muscles. wahahaha. it feels pretty darm awesome!! in addition to that much has happened..let's talk about school first shall we..

I can conclude that i am a teacher's pet..madam lim's pet that is. she's always so nice and lenient to me..she even called me "dear"..she's always talking so fast and telling people that they are wrong and should improve but she has never once done that to me even though i'm in the "wrong". like today while we were having our usual rounding off the session, i was asked to demonstrate and exercise with my other classmate but i was tired and being rahter whiney and stuff. In this case, she would start her usual nagging and all but to me she was like oh dear!..okay you better sit down then..elizabeth! please take over her and do it. i swear i was super shocked and so were my other classmates. i absolutely don't blame them if they were swearing at me in their minds. ahhhh!!! don't blame me people..it ain't my fault ): it feels kinda weird yet cool yet annoying yet freaky..i've never been a teacher's pet and now that i am one..i don't really enjoy it. no doubt i have certain advantages like being treated nicer and hopefully getting better grades but ultimately i want to be treated equally. this is freaking tertiary man not primary school! oh wells. i still repect madam lim as a teacher. i just hope i'm not "spoilt" in class. sighs...

Moving on to more positive stuff..I MISS MARCUS!!! though he's like talking to me on the phone now hahahaha. well i'm glad that igy and another certain someone are so out of my mind. it's nice to know that there is someone out there who cares for you in times of pain, keeps you company in times of loneliness, comforts you in times of sadness and most of all loves you for who you are. i never thought he would be the one but as time passed, i knew more about him and i guess things just happened. haha.

love love! ~